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JUST A PUSH FOR A FRIEND...+I just want to have a best friend again, because if you don't have a close friendship with the person that you are with, it never seems to make sense if it happens to bloom into a sweet smelling flower, something much bigger, like a relationship... I am the type of person who gives straight from his heart, have a look around this site you might get surprised at what you may find... I am an open honest man, no need to lie, con, or misguide someone. Why? I am not into hurting others, bringing joy and happiness into their lives is something I strive for... Flowers, UN expected surprises, a compliment, you never know who you may touch or even save a life, that someone who may be down and think they will never change, because all they know about is hurt, all it takes is 1 controlling guy, I refuse to call him a man... The Lady of the house feels like it is her own fault, she starts to think something is wrong with her, maybe she feels she is not good enough, or whatever she does is not good enough and never will be, because all she knows about is pain... The FEARS CREEP IN: Rejection, drugs, people, getting to know me, the creator punishing me, being left by loved ones, being ridiculed, not being good enough, not being liked, not being loved, being made a fool of... Feelings of loss of self, depression, broken promises, lies, loss of control, anger, fear, dishonesty, cheating, loss of respect, betrayal, arguments, lack of communication, lack of intamacy, loneliness, jealousy... When your stuck in a bad relationship that is very sick, you are always hoping it will get better, but it never does, it only gets worse... Because any guy that is like that and gets off on that hurt and inflicting Pain is a wimp where I come from, most the time, he can not even look in the mirror, because he can not face himself for the way he is, his demanding antics, his guilt trips who pushes onto the 1 he thinks he loves, yet he has no clue what that word - Love even means - that is not love it is abuse... The Lady of the house takes that all in, most of the times she stays because there are children involved, but I do know of one Lady who broke that UN golden rule and walked away... This Lady deserves a lot of credit, T.L.C. and needs to know there are real Men out there that do not treat their woman like a piece of trash, but they will love them for who they are, not judge them, but Love them UNCONDITIONALLY. That person needs to know that she did the best thing she ever could have done, most never make it out alive, or they turn to drugs to help ease the pain, and then some understand that just increased everything 10 fold in a much worse scenario... You know who you are, get a sponsor, start working those steps again and before you know it, your life will begin to change for the better, the Promises will come true if you Work for them, nothing comes easy, when that something is worth so much! You can do it, I have faith in you, I support you in everything you do pick yourself up, you came this far, keep going 1 foot in front of the other... Before you know it beyond your wildest imagination, your life will get better... Before long as you go to meetings and talk to that sponsor every week, you will start to feel better about yourself, your self esteem will come back... You will regain your spirituality as you work on your faith... Your happiness, that you have masked for way to long will reappear, you will begin to feel good about yourself once again and it will over flow into your children's life's, no better place for it to go... You are such a Beautiful person inside and out, but right now you can't seem to see thru the clouds, or some may say, see through the Forrest, because the trees are too thick... The good news is you escaped the sick Forrest, and you never have to put up with that again... If you truly work the program it will work for you, here are some things you will get back: Balance, polarity, harmony, understanding, caring, unconditional love, communication, love, respect, honesty, intimacy, trust. I am your #1 FAN... Will you warm my nose? 
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