EVERY TIME I AWAKEN I GRAB A SACRED ITEM THAT WAS A SACRED GIFT, I PUT IT IN MY LEFT HAND CLOSEST TO MY HEART FACING TOWARDS THE EAST AND GIVE THANKS FOR LIFE, "THE MOST SACRED OF THINGS IN THE WORLD..." "THAT LAST SENTENCE IS FROM THE RED ROAD OF WELLBRIETY...
I FIRST SMELL THE BEAUTIFUL AROMA, MMMM SWEET, I KISS IT AND SAY THANK YOU CREATOR, FOR YET
ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I SAY A PRAYER, NO MATTER IF IT'S CLOUDY, COLD, RAINING, SNOWING, SUN SHINING...
IT IS DOING WHATEVER IT IS DOING FOUR A REASON, THE 4 SEASON'S ALL HAVE A REASON...
EVERYDAY THAT IS MY ROUTINE AND THEN IT GOES AROUND MY NECK TO HELP ME STAY SAFE AND
ANYONE NEAR ME, IT ALSO KEEPS ME ON MY PATH I AM WALKING OF SPIRITUALITY. "THE RED
ROAD OF WELLBRIETY." THIS IS HELPING ME BETTER UNDERSTAND WHO I AM IN THE WORLD THAT
IS SHARED WITH MANY...
AS I GO THROUGH THE STEPS OF THE RED ROAD OF WELLBRIETY, I AM FINDING NEW JOYS AND HAPPINESS
THAT IS NOT WHAT IT FELT LIKE THE FIRST TIME I DID THE 12 STEPS, BUT IT IS THIS TIME...
DIFFERENT TIME - 17 YEARS - DIFFERENT BOOK, A VERY BLESSED BOOK...
I AM EXUBERANT WITH A NEW FOUND LIFE, IF YOU CAN'T SEE ME IN PERSON, YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE
TOO SEE THE CHANGES FROM WITHIN;HOWEVER, IF YOU HAVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO HOW I USE TO
BE, TO WHAT I AM EVOLVING INTO, YOU WOULD KNOW I AM DIFFERENT IN A GOOD WAY...
A VERY POSITIVE WAY, EVERYDAY NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE BIG WORLD, WE ALL HAVE
MOUNTAINS TO CLIMB, SOME MAY TELL YOU, IF YOU WANT TO KNOW, OTHERS WILL NOT SAY A WORD,
PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HAVE WHAT I WAS OFFERED TO ME 17 YEARS AGO, A 12 STEP PROGRAM,
THAT SAVED MY LIFE...
DENIAL IS SUCH A BIG STUMBLING BLOCK IF YOU ALLOW IT TOO BLOCK YOUR PATH, IT WILL DO
EXACTLY THAT, BUT IF YOU USE SELF TALK, YOU CAN MAKE THE WORD SMALLER AND WALK BEYOND IT...
EVERYDAY I GET IN MY CAR AND SAY THREE WORDS, "NO BUCKY DENTS..." BY ME SAYING THOSE 3
SIMPLE WORDS TO THIS DAY, I HAVE NOT HAD THE MISFORTUNE OF MEETING 1 OF MY DEAR FRIENDS
ON THE ROAD WAY, WERE I LIVE PER SQUARE MILE, THERE ARE MORE DEER, THAN IN THE WHOLE STATE
OF NEW YORK... IN JUST 1 SQUARE MILE...
ONE DAY I FAILED TO SAY THOSE 3 WORDS, BOW SEASON WAS ENDING, SHOTGUN WAS STARTING, RT.16 MEANS
KEEP YOUR EYE'S MOVING AT ALL TIMES AND SLOW DOWN, BECAUSE THE ANIMALS WILL BE RUNNING...
I WAS TALKING AS I WAS DRIVING JUST ABOUT THE LAST LINES I JUST TYPED AND WHAT CAME OUT IN FRONT OF ME? MR. BIG BUCK, I HIT THE BRAKES AND LET HIM CROSS SAFELY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD...
THE SPEED LIMIT WAS 55, I SLOWED DOWN TO 45 AND CARS WERE PASSING ME ON A DOUBLE YELLOW, THAT
WAS FINE BY ME, NOT 10 MILES DOWN THAT ROAD, ANOTHER DEAR CAUGHT MY EYE COMING OUT OF THE
FORREST, I TAP MY BRAKES, SLOWED DOWN AND TURNED TOWARDS THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE ROAD? WHY?...
I ALLOWED THAT DOE TO GO, AND PASSED IN FRONT OF ME, I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HAPPENED NEXT,
THE REASON I TURNED THE VEHICLE I WAS DRIVING AWAY FROM THE CENTER LINE IS BECAUSE A CAR WAS
COMING FAST DOWN THE OTHER LANE, MY WINDOWS WERE UP, THE MUSIC ON, AND THAT OTHER CAR NEVER
TOUCHED HIS OR HERS BRAKES, MY GUESS THAT PERSON WAS DRUNK OR HIGH ON ANOTHER DRUG...
THEY HIT THAT POOR DEER RIGHT IN THE UPPER FRONT RIGHT SHOULDER, WHERE THAT RELATIVES HEART IS, AND I HEARD
THAT SOUND I WILL NEVER FORGET, DRIVERS SIDE HEADLIGHT TO POOR DEER, THE IMPACT WAS SO GREAT
THAT 200 POUND DEER WAS AIRBORNE COMING BACK TOWARDS US IN THE SUV, DOING A 360 LIKE HOW THAT COW FLIES BY IN THAT MOVIE "TWISTER" OR WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED AND I HAD TO HIT THE GAS SO I WOULD NOT HIT THAT DEER OR THAT DEER WOULD NOT HIT US, THERE WAS A CAR RIGHT ON MY BUMPER AND I WANTED TO STOP, 2 VOICES YELLED AT ME NO!!!!
HE WILL PROBABLY GET UP AND WALK AWAY, I KNEW BY WHAT MY HEART FELT, THAT DEER'S SPIRIT WAS
ON IT'S WAY TO THE GREAT SPIRIT IN THE SKY, TEARS FELL FROM MY EYE'S, AND THAT'S ALL I COULD
MUMBLE ABOUT UNTIL WE ARRIVED TO OUR DESTINATION, I LOST A PIECE OF ME THAT DARK STARRY NIGHT...
YET, I DO NOT BELIEVE ANYONE IN THAT SUV, FELT ANYTHING LIKE I DID, ONE MAN WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH SAID, " THINGS HAPPEN" IN DIFFERENT WORDS, NO COMFORT TO MY BROKEN HEART...
EVERYDAY, WHEN I GET IN MY CAR, ALWAYS ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY CAR, THE CREATOR ALLOWS ME
TO SEE MR. RED TAIL HAWK, I AM NOT JUST SEEING A BIRD WITH 2 LEGS, I AM THAT BIRD, I CAN
PERCH MYSELF ON THAT TREE LIMB, OR I CAN FLY THROUGH THE SKY, I FEEL THAT IN MY HEART!!!
I GET A JOLT OF LIKE LIGHTNING THAT GOES RIGHT THROUGH MY BODY, AND I SAY THANK YOU, THANK
YOU MR. RED TAIL HAWK, LOOK AT HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE ROAD, PRETTY COLOR'S CHANGING, SOMETIMES I LOOK INTO HIS OR HERS EYE'S AS THEY TWINKLE AND BLINK, OTHER TIMES MR.RED TAIL IS SHOWING ME HOW BEAUTIFUL HE OR SHE IS BY FLUFFING HER FEATHERS AND PUSHING HER CHEST OUT AT ME, OR OPENING HER WINGS UP, WIDE...
WHAT A BLESSED LIFE I LIVE, EVERYDAY...
SOME OF THE WORDS OR SENTENCES CAME OUT OF THE BOOK "THE RED ROAD OF WELLBRIETY."
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