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If You Still
Sometimes I let my mind wander..
Roam around in places that shouldn't exist
Pick locks to doors I thought I'd sealed,
Remind me of the things I miss
Play back memories I had blocked out,
Replace pictures of you I had tossed
Resend those text messages full of promise
Find the things that I purposely lost
It makes me think of you;
Where you are, what you're doing, who you're with
But then I remind myself there's no point,
For you've already moved on from this
So then why have I not?
I'm ready to let go
But part of me tightens it's grip
And I wonder if you, too, hold
I ask if you still care
If you even did before
But it shouldn't matter now
We already dead bolted that door
I try to flee our past
But its shadow is on my heels
The memories make we weak
The promises make me feel...
I don't want it anymore
Not now, it can't be real
It was one tear, one lie too many
Yet I wonder if you still...