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MENTAL ANGUISH…
I RARELY TALK ABOUT MYSELF, ABOUT WHAT MAY BE BOTHERING ME, BECAUSE I ALWAYS BELIEVE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE OUT THERE, I CAN TOUCH IN A GOOD WAY AND HELP THEM OUT...
SINCE THE DOCTOR TOLD ME, A LOT HAS BEEN FILTERED THROUGH MY MIND, MY FAMILY ALREADY HAS ME PEGGED WITH CANCER, AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORST MY SISTER AND MOTHER, ALL IS ON THEIR MIND AS OF LATE IS MY MONEY, HOW SAD, MAKES YOU WONDER WHAT THEY THINK IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE...
I ALREADY KNOW, I ALSO KNOW WHY I AM STILL HERE, MY PURPOSE IN LIFE. I MUST BE BLESSED... I AM LEANING TO JUST THE FACTS, THAT'S ALL I HAVE, TOMORROW THE 13TH. OF JULY I WILL KNOW, GOOD THING I AM NOT A BELIEVER OF THE # 13 AS BEING BAD, LAUGHING...
I AM HURTING; I RARELY TELL PEOPLE THIS EVEN WHEN IT IS SO, BECAUSE I THINK IT'S NOT ABOUT ME...
I WAIT AND LISTEN TO A PERSON WHO TALKS THAT IS HURTING AND WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT I SHARE 17 YEARS IF EXPERIENCE, TOO TRY AND HELP THEM...
WELL, IT IS ABOUT ME TODAY, MENTAL ANGUISH IS TWO HARD WORDS, I AM NOT 1 TOO LIE DOWN AND TAKE ANYTHING FROM ANYONE, NEVER HAVE BEEN NEVER WILL, I WILL FIGHT MY GREATEST ENEMY, MYSELF...
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS, WITH HELP FROM MY LOVING GOD, AND MY LOVING FAMILY, AND MY SPECIAL FRIENDS, AND MY OTHER FRIENDS AND MY 2 OTHER FAMILY'S...
ONE CAN NEVER PLAN TOO HEAR THOSE WORDS COME OUT OF A DOCTORS MOUTH,
THOMAS, YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, RUT ROE!!!
WHEN YOU KNOW HE IS SINCERE AND HURTING HIMSELF, THAT FRIEND, MY DOCTOR HAD A HARD TIME TELLING ME...
THAT'S A GOOD MAN, AND A GREAT DOCTOR...
MY ANGUISH, JUST BOUNCES OFF THE SATELLITE, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, ALL AROUND THIS MUST STOP!!!
I HAVE MUCH TO DO, THE KIDS I TALK TO WHO HAVE DRUG PROBLEMS SUCH AS KING ALCOHOL OR OTHER DRUGS NEED TO HEAR ME TALK, SO THEY KNOW THERE IS HOPE FOR THEM…
WHEN YOU TOUCH ONE OF THEIR HEARTS IN A GOOD WAY, AND YOU SEE THEM CLEAN AND STRAIGHT, YOU KNOW THE WORDS THAT YOU SPEAK FROM YOUR HEART IS WORKING, THE SEED HAS BEEN PLANTED, AND TO WATCH IT GROW IS BREATHTAKING…