The Only Way I Can Speak

How can I make him be interested in what I have to say
Even when its just a small thought
I speak and his attention drifts away
My words then are forgot
He is my boyfriend, my love and yet we don't talk
When I ask him questions I get short replies
My conversations are put on the clock
He doesn't open up to me and at times e lies
I just want him to be there for me emotionally
And stop telling me I'm freaking out
I wish I knew what is wrong with me
I've never felt so much doubt
He says guys don't talk about there feelings
But I know that isn't true
With his last girlfriend he opened up to her when dealing
With the pain she was putting him through
I'm not putting him through pain but maybe I should
It made him express his feelings for her
But cause him pain I never could
I don't want to make anything bad occur
So please if you have a suggestion
Or advice you might be able to give
Help me answer my question
Because this is a horrible way to live

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