I believe, but I'm not big on God. I have been lately, because without you life is hard.
I did a lot of things that I could have been done different. I hate the fact that now it's apparent and now I see you were heaven sent. I know you're probably not hearing it, but every since you've been gone my life's been different.
There is just no comparing you. The mold was broken when God made you. If I could have only seen what I had in you, I would have done what everyone should do and bow at the very sight of you.
I vow to you, if you allow me to, I'll stick by your side like glue, hell, I'd love to marry you, but what can I do? I can't even see you, so I don't know what to do. I thought pouring out these thoughts of you would do, but I only have deeper thoughts of you.
Even though I don't believe as deeply as you do, I know I was blessed when I had you, now I find myself wishing I had you. You'd be the vice to see me through, you wouldn't leave my side until all was through and I know the closest I have ever been to God was being with you.
I believe, but I'm not big on God. I have been lately because, I need God. If I can't have you by my side… my God; I know the rest this life will forever be hard.
I need you and there is no question. I love you; this is a sincere confession. If you give me the chance to prove my lesson, I'll forever treat you like Gods' Blessing.