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09/18/2009 12:44AM.
I FLY ALL AROUND, I AM A YELLOW BUTTERFLY. 27 YEARS AGO I WAS DATING A GIRL PAM AND IT WAS A GOOD RELATIONSHIP, IT HAD IT'S UPS AND DOWNS LIKE ANY OTHER RELATIONSHIP...
"PLEASE LISTEN TO THE MUSIC, ON BOTTOM OF PAGE..."

I ALWAYS LOVED THIS LADY, EVEN WHEN THE BAD SHOWED UP, IT WAS ONE OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS THAT YOU FELT WOULD LAST FOREVER...

PAM GOT SICK ONE DAY WITH CANCER ON HER LEG, WE BOTH WORKED IN THE SAME HOSPITAL, SO SEEING HER AND GIVING HER SUPPORT WAS NOT HARD, I DID NOT LEAVE HER BEDSIDE FOR 4 DAYS...

PAM NEEDED SEVERAL EMERGENCY BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS TO KEEP HER ALIVE AND SHE MADE A FULL RECOVERY...

BACK IN THE EARLY 90'S, MY LIFE HAD TO CHANGE OR I WOULD HAVE DIED A DEATH I WAS NOT READY TO FACE, SO I BEGAN TO CHANGE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE, PAM DID NOT WANT TO CHANGE 1 THING AND THAT 1 THING BROKE US APART...

I NEVER FORGOT HER, I WOULD RUN INTO HER HERE AND THERE. I GOT MARRIED AND WE RAN BACK INTO EACH OTHER, WHEN I WAS MARRIED I INTRODUCED HER TO MY THEN WIFE, AND PAM WENT OUT OF HER WAY TO INVITE US BOTH OVER TO HER HOUSE TOO SEE HER DAUGHTER AGAIN FOR ME AND JUST TALK, THE THEN WIFE DID NOT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THAT, BUT I DID AND WENT AND HAD A GOOD TALK...

SOMETIME HAD PASSED, 13 YEARS THERE ABOUTS, AND A DIVORCE WAS NOW IN THE PICTURE, NEVER SOMETHING YOU WANT TO COME TO SEE, BUT WE BOTH HAD ISSUES AND NO 1 WANTED TO WORK ON THE PROBLEMS...

I STILL THOUGHT OF PAM, NOT THAT WE WOULD EVER GET BACK TOGETHER, MORE ON A FRIENDLY BASIS, SHE WAS A GOOD SOUL...

I JUST HAD MAJOR BACK SURGERY AT THE OLD HOSPITAL I WORKED AT, AND ANOTHER FRIEND STOPPED BY MY ROOM AND TOLD ME PAM HAD CANCER AGAIN, THIS TIME IT WAS IN HER BRAIN...

I CRIED BEFORE I CALLED HER, TO SEE HOW SHE WAS, WE TALKED ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS, THE 1 DAY I CALLED HER, SHE SAID SHE FELT REALLY UGLY AND I ASKED HER WHY AND SHE SAID SHE WAS LOSING HER HAIR, " I SAID PAM, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT, SHE THANKED ME AND SAID DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE FIRST DATING, 26 YEARS AGO?"

I SAID YES, SHE SAID THE PEOPLE AT THE HOSPITAL STILL TALK ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU STAYED WITH ME FOR THE 4 DAYS AND NIGHTS...

PAM DID PASS AWAY, AND I DID GO TO ALL THE VIEWINGS TO GIVE SUPPORT TO HER DAUGHTER AND THEIR FAMILY, THE LAST DAY AS I WAS DRIVING TO THE FUNERAL HOME IN MY CAR, I WAS GOING TO MAKE A LEFT TURN TO HEAD OUT THERE AND A BIG BUTTERFLY LANDED ON MY PASSENGER SIDE MIRROR...

I BELIEVE THAT WAS PAM, SO EVERY TIME I SEE A BUTTERFLY, I TALK TO PAM OR SAY HELLO...

STILL, TO THIS DAY...

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