"I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES..." 1:19AM - 9.17.2009
...PLEASE LISTEN TO SONG...
NO ONE BUT ME KNOWS, HOW I FEEL INSIDE, NO ONE CAN SEE THE HURT THAT HAS BEEN INFLICTED UPON ME LIKE A BAD DREAM, TONIGHT I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES...
YES, I THINK ABOUT MY LIFE AND MY MORTALITY, NO ONE IN MY FAMILY CAN BARE TO TALK ABOUT THAT, IT SADDENS ME, BUT SOMEHOW I WILL GET AROUND THAT OBSTACLE AND TALK ALL ABOUT IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE...
I AM NO DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD, WHO GOT ROCKED WITH SAD NEWS, I HAVE ANXIETY, AND MOST LIKELY DEPRESSION THAT WILL FOLLOW THE SAD LINES WHERE EVER THEY GO...
THERE IS HELP OUT THERE FOR FREE, PSYCHOLOGISTS ARE AVAILABLE TO PEOPLE WITH CANCER, USE THEM AND DON'T BE AFRAID OF WHAT SOMEONE MAY SAY, IT'S NOT THEIR LIFE THAT IS BEING AFFECTED, HOLD YOUR HEADS UP HIGH AND WALK PROUD...
TONIGHT, I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES, MY HEART IS HEAVY AND I FEEL LIKE I COULD CRY RIVERS OF TEARS, TO CLEANSE ONE SOUL AND GET OUT THE HURT THAT I FEEL...
THIS HURT IS WITH ME ALWAYS, I JUST NEVER TALK ABOUT IT, THAT MUST CHANGE FOR ME TO CHANGE AND
START TO HEAL MYSELF FROM WITHIN...
FAMILY, FRIEND'S, LOVE ONES CLOSE AND FAR, THEY ALL HURT IN THE WAYS I HAVE TYPED, SOME MAY TALK, OTHERS MAY NOT AND CARRY A HEAVY HEART...
TONIGHT, I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES, IF ONLY I WAS WITH SOMEONE IT MAY BE EASIER, THEN AGAIN, I AM NOT SURE I WOULD WANT TO BURDEN ANYONE AT THIS TIME...
I HOPE BY ME OPENING UP WILL HELP YOU WITH YOUR FIGHT AGAINST CANCER, THIS IS ALL NEW TO ME, I HAVE A GIFT OR TWO, 1 IS WRITING TO HELP THE LOST BE FOUND AND LOVED TENDERLY, FOR WHAT THEY FACE MAY BE THE HARDEST THING THEY HAVE EVER FACED, SUPPORT YOUR LOVED ONE THE BEST YOU CAN, TALKING IS KEY TO OUR SURVIVAL...
