Sometimes I sit and wonder if what i'm going throug is real,
or if everything that's happening is nothing but a dream.
If everyone else felt just the way I feel,
I wouldnt think they're part of this scheme.
I love my life altogether, the good and the bad,
and I really do miss my son.
Thinking about him makes me sad,
but he's my son and my only one.
So i'm sellin this poem to my son hopin that its bought,
to show him that I love him very much.
Even though a lesson was taught,
he will again one day feel my touch.
With or without me I hoped he knows he's loved,
for he's my dear son sent from up above.
I thank god for him daily cause he is truly a blesing,
and to the state yes I learned my lesson.
So to my dear son njust know this,
mommy will get you back and thats a promise not a wish.