PROPER:
in the discipline of life,
keeps the mind focused
along these long narrow paths.
going on excursions by your lonely.
walking through the shadows of the
valley of death.
trying to remain copacetic,
but dilemmas continue to interfere
with the positive road I want to stay on;
stability becoming shaky;
when I touch my legs
they wobble to the point
they begin throbbing,
maybe I should recidivate
and return to my criminal mindstate,
but...
PROPER PREPARATION:
helps hopeless situations,
but all these problems makes my issues
seem twenty times larger;
increased by 20 fold,
is gold pure enough to cleanse my soul;
once I stray from the righteous route
will death be a dreads only way out,
stuck in the boundaries of fire;
blasting,
getting my gun off,
keeps my phallus the opposite of soft,
hard as nails,
tougher than diamonds;
robbing baguettes,
so I can fence for loot,
now my pockets are swollen like the mumps,
but my soul is drifting further
into the blackhole abyss,
but I know...
PROPER PREPARATION PREVENTS:
my soul from becoming forever lost
amongst devils and demons,
just another villain trapped
between the narrow and
the wide road.
my life is one continuous fork
in my path,
going against the grain in this
expressway of life
unable to slow down
because I've never learned to
pump my breaks,
been supported all my life,
that's some b.s.
I've been a soldier
since I left the boot
on my own at 17
graduated to grown
survived 5 years abroad.
a little debt acquired
my bachelor of arts,
but history constantly repeats itself,
cycle after cycle.
every 2 years my life is recycled
and I know through God all things are possible,
but this is hades on earth,
so is my soul worth struggling all my life?
eternity is longer than 50,
almost done reached half that
and don't have a pot to urinate in
or a window to throw it out,
but I wanna maintain my strength
go to mass and repent
because I know...
PROPER PREPARATION PREVENTS:
bad decisions,
Lord please bless me with Your vision,
why am I here,
what is my plan,
where am I headed,
for destruction
or
earthly explosion,
health and wealth,
beyond my dreams
family and friends
able to live in P.E.A.C.E
no more thunderstorms
only sunshine without the rain
life no longer confined to eternal pain
all because the Most High
keeps me reminded that