Do you know what it's like to go through life searching into the depths of your past like it's a stack of baseball cards? Knowing one player among all the others is the one who will take you to the World Series. When the stars align themselves, when the cards fall into place and all you have to do is sit with an open mind. All you need is a trusting heart, and a sense of adventure braided with fate. You have to stop being afraid of the storybook ending that can exist if you let it.

The future holds many possibilities my pen and paper will always follow. Life changes everyday, and everything happens for a reason - certain people are meant to leave. The road is usually un-paved and most turns you end up taking are not on the map you hold within your hands. I am an HIV positive single mother blogger living in So Cal. I am currently writing a memoir.