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Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.

Please forgive me please don't hate me
Your arrival was so overwhelming so completely joyful
But the heartache that was soon to follow I couldn't prepare for
You were so little so completely helpless you looked up at me with a tear in your eye
But I was yet to discover that this pain I couldn't fix with a mummy kiss or cuddle
This pain was beyond my control

Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.
I have cried so many tears since ur birthday
I can't understand how something so beautiful can go so horribly wrong
Please look beyond the scars and understand that
I had no choice but to do what was best for you
As heart wrenching and painful as that maybe.

Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.
I have accepted this is my way of being punished
For the mistakes ive made in my life
I have learnt you have to take the good with the bad
I do believe it is fate its meant to be.

Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.
I have never stopped loving you and never will
I just had no choice as a mum I had to think of what was best for you
I know you were in pain and suffering but look beyond the scars
I had no choice.

Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.
Remember if I could have taken your place I would have
The pain and memories of what you went through will stay with me
Forever.
To see such a helpless smile not a care in the world
And yet not a clue what was happening.

Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.
Such a horrible word to hear CANCER
It was heart wrenching
We battlefield for 2 long tearful months
Every test heal and thumb prick
Every blood transfusion only hoping tomorrow will be better
With each new day you got stronger then the day came
I could take you home I could show my boy to the world
You were 4 months old.
Please Forgive Me Please Don't Hate Me.


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