Teenage Heart
*********INFO ON WHO THE POEMS ARE DEDICATED TO, IS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE, GIVES DESCRIPTION OF WHO EACH PERSON IS, AND WHAT THE DEAL IS WITH THEM*************
©2000 - 2014 Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors it's all copyrighted work on this site, so don't steal any of it, I will be publishing my stuff into a book when I'm out of high school, so I WILL know if you took any of my work, and portrayed it as your own
Hey people, I really hope that you like my poetry. My poems could go into a couple categories, relationships, crushes, family, friends, and life/death, and misc. there's a better description below. I don't really like my beginning poems all that much, like about bob, and pat, because I think they're written and worded very childishly, but as I got older, I started writing a lot more serious, and deeper stuff, and I like them better because I feel that they're so much more expressive. The title of this site is Teenage Heart if you might have noticed, and that's exactly what it is. It's a teenager's heart, and shows how I've grown up, and changed over the years, all my poems are dated, so you can see how I started, and what I'm becoming into. I plan to publish my poetry after I'm out of high school.
Please after reading my poems, give me feedback on them, if u don't like it, or if u like it, tell me, please be honest, because I like knowing what areas I need work in, and what areas I'm doing good in, Thanx so much, and I really hope that u like them! :)If u have an e-mail address or your own poetry site, I'd appreciate it if you also included that
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( In My Personal Opion, To, means that I wrote the poems directly to that person, AS IF speaking to them, For, means that I'm writing the poem for them, AS IF I was in their shoes, and writing from their point of view, Either way these are all reflections based upon the way I personally feel, based on My life, the factors of My life)
To Aaron and Alex Younger-
Guys I met at a water park with my friend, had a boyfriend at the time... The poem's pretty much self-explanatory
For Ahkayneh Richardson-
I wrote these for her because she wanted me to write one for her, so I just wrote about what she was going through, the second one is because of what she was going through at the time, and I just felt like writing a poem about it
To Andy Peirro-
A guy I liked, I was confused at the time when I wrote Re-Arrangable
To Anthony Ferriola-
Guy who introduced me to a guy I started liking, Anthony had a crush on me, but it wasn't mutual, so I felt bad for liking his friend
For Ayla Johnson-
‘Daylight Smile, Nighttime Frown' I wrote for both me and Ayla. She was my best friend at the time and this poem is how we both felt and acted. It's a pretty self-explanatory poem.
To "Bob" (Ian Muller)-
Oh my god, this one was scary, I was obsessed with this kid. Really it was just a childish crush, haha I even had a secret code name for him, "Bob", it's kind of funny when I look back on it.
To Chance Hullet-
Such a confusing relationship, there was no communication, things were going to slow, then too fast, it was just a big jumbled mess, it wasn't all that great of a relationship, and just fell apart
To He Who Must Not Be Named *section8THIS*-
Love of my life. Started dating when I was 16 & we were together for 4 years, then were apart for a year and a half, and got back together for a couple months, I thought things would be different...but they weren't. And now it's a couple months later, and round 2 of last summer... idk guess I'll friggin see what happens. Going with the flow like always....everybody pray it works out for us.. cuz if it ain't him its nobody. Nothing else could ever compare...no one else is worth fighting for..<3.....I prayed to God, I asked him "God please help me with this one, because I can not do it alone, I take back every wish I ever made and I am asking you God to please help me with this one thing. Please I am asking you God to help, I need you to help guide us to peace, understanding, love, and happiness." I said "Lord and Angels I will never ask for anything as big ever again...." I used to wish for World Peace, And I said "God, I take back the wish and will Do It Myself, but I desperately need Your Help<3 "I know I haven't been the best person, and there are a lot of wrongs that I've done in my life, but I promise I will Make Them Right if You would just please help us." I told Him "I am nothing without this man, Please I AM BEGGING YOU to watch over us, and help to make things right for us, I PROMISE in having the strength, for that love, I promise I can love the world...because Lord, this man is the center of my world, and without This Man...the world means nothing...without this man II will be nothing....please help us, please help him, please help him to understand the love that is in his heart..please Lord, please Angels.. please answer my prayers" And Now, I Thank God Every Day For This Blessing and His Guidance, And I tell myself, EVERYDAY "*Megan* REMEMBER YOUR PROMISE"<3 AND NOW this promise, it isn't about my prayer being answered.. it's about keeping my promise, and going with the flow. ...God has a plan, He has heard my prayers, The Angels are with me, and the blessings that I continue to receive from them, are everlasting<3 ..................a quote that I heard once that sums this up quite nicely, "In Order To Have The Life We Are Meant To Have, We Must Let Go Of The Plan We Have Made For Ourselves" ......everything that has happened to me, Made Me into exactly the person I have always wanted to become, and on the path to becoming all that I want to be, The wants that I have, They are greater than that of my own, and I will only give to those that want and need, I will only speak to those that will listen, and I will hope they speak what they have heard, and what they feel in thier hearts, spreading the love that I have shown them, and only loveLoveand Everlasting factors of my life, and the role I have played in this world, that person, She would not be the proud, loving, inspired, creative women that she is today... Thank you for that Lord and Angels, Thank you World... I will help us to find Peace, Understanding, Clarity, and Prosperity. ONE small person, no matter how small, no matter how large, has the power to change the world, and the changes that I bring, they are in the making, I will use only good to create good, I will use only my heart to create love<3mlm
Dad-
Just some of the bad times me and my dad go through, we've had so many arguments, and its had major effects on me at some times, we still argue, but things aren't nearly as extreme as they once were.
Family-
Just what I was going through at that time, The Insecurities of Me was written to vent myself from what I was going through
To Hailey Louden-
A girl who really ****ed me off. I told her that I liked Michael, told her, asked her, begged her, not to tell... what does she do... of course, she tells... the poems pretty much explain themselves.
To Jesse Siloti-
This guy was the oldest guy I'd dated (he was 20 and I was 16). The poems about him talk about how I wished we could go back to what we had at the beginning of the relationship, because towards the end it was just so much different. Another thing I talk about in my poems is how no matter how much I wished we could go back, I knew it wasn't going to change back to what it used to be, so I was torn between staying with him, or letting go so I let go. And afterwards his actions were so uncalled for that I'm glad I did.
For Jessica Werner-
Again, a poem where my friend was going through something, and I wrote a poem about it because I felt the urge to write a poem
To Joe Kethley-
One of my best, and worst relationships, I learned so much from it, and I don't regret it one bit, I'm so glad I went through what I did, even though it hurt like a ***ch at times, had some good times with this kid right here.
To Jon Bruton-
I wrote the poem "My Light in Dark Shadows' for Jon because he was my light in a "dark" place. My parents sent me to this rehab place for a week, and I hated every second of it. The only thing that I could think about to help me get through it was him. So that's why I wrote this one
To Kristen Porkrinchak-
Plain and simple, she stole my boyfriend (Joe) after swearing up and down that she wouldn't. I tried to be her friend still and act like we were all okay, but it killed me inside, and eventually I just started to snap, we made up in the end of it all... after I got him back :-)
Leigh Noel-
I don't even know where to begin in explaining this kid. Well the first poem, Your Choice, is talking about how he has to decide for himself between me and another girl. He asked me for advice on what to do, this was my way of saying what I felt. The other poems are about how he thought I cheated on him when I didn't, they pretty much explain themselves. I think the emotions in these poems are so strong because he was the kid I lost my virginity to.
Life-
These poems are about what I go through, they are true and based on my life experiences, a lot of them are about pain, and hurt, and just my life
To Michael Biggins-
This relationship didn't last that long. But I'm glad I know this kid, he's awesome. We're still friends
For Michaela Dunlap-
I wrote this poem for her, because she asked me to write one for her. She's was dating the guy for about a year at the time, I didn't really know all that much about their relationship, but I wrote what I knew for reading one of her own poems.
To Nobody-
These are poems that just pop into my head, they aren't about me at all, although some reflect the emotions that I was feeling at the time, like if I was sad, I'd write a poem about death, because writing about the worst of sadness just made me feel better, and made it seem like I had life better then what I could have…if that makes sense at all
To Pat Kelly-
A guy friend, who I started to have feelings for, but didn't really think a relationship would work, I let out my feelings by writing them on paper
Real and Spiel-
These writings are based on things that have happened in my life but with some exaggeration or "spieling" involved. Sometimes its nice to be able to overemphasize and expand outside of what's really happened, in my writing. But I can't just say its all real if it's not, so I decided to make this category called -real and spiel- to more properly define certain poems. After all I do not want to lie to my readers, And if I have gone outside the lines of what's really happened in my life, I feel you deserve to know that<3
To Saxton Hinchey-
This kid was one of my really super good friends. I think I really messed that up though. As far as we stand now, I don't think he hates me, but we're not the same friends we used to be. ‘Uncovering the Lies' is the poem I wrote for him. You'll get it when you read it.
To Shawn Smith-
First boyfriend, again, I felt a lot of hurt in that relationship. A lot of emotions were experienced with him. Went out with him, he dumped me, went out with him again, he cheated on me, and dumped me again, hated him for 5 months, made up, went back out, 3 months later dumped him for a better person, that pretty much explains his poems in a nutshell
Troubles From Another Time-
These ones are based on recollections of things that have occurred in my past. I sometimes think about what has happened in my life, and how I felt then. Now that I'm older there is a lot to look back at, and certain things still cross my mind a lot. So that's pretty much how -Troubles From Another Time- could be described.
To Travis Bertsch-
The second time me and Shawn broke up, I went out with Travis. He pretty much made everything better for me, and wiped away the tears I cried over Shawn. We broke up shortly, and it was all right, then he started liking me again when I was with Shawn and also when I started dating Joe. I felt bad because I no longer felt the same way for him as I once did.
To Trisha Vogel-
This ones to a friend who was just going through stuff, I wrote ‘Not Worth It' for her to maybe help her get though things. I think the poem helped her to understand and cope with things better.
The Veterans-
I wrote the poem ‘Memorial' as a writing assignment for veterans on Veterans Day.
©2000 - 2014 Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors it's all copyrighted work on this site, so don't steal any of it, I will be publishing my stuff into a book when I'm out of high school, so I WILL know if you took any of my work, and portrayed it as your own
Hey people, I really hope that you like my poetry. My poems could go into a couple categories, relationships, crushes, family, friends, and life/death, and misc. there's a better description below. I don't really like my beginning poems all that much, like about bob, and pat, because I think they're written and worded very childishly, but as I got older, I started writing a lot more serious, and deeper stuff, and I like them better because I feel that they're so much more expressive. The title of this site is Teenage Heart if you might have noticed, and that's exactly what it is. It's a teenager's heart, and shows how I've grown up, and changed over the years, all my poems are dated, so you can see how I started, and what I'm becoming into. I plan to publish my poetry after I'm out of high school.
Please after reading my poems, give me feedback on them, if u don't like it, or if u like it, tell me, please be honest, because I like knowing what areas I need work in, and what areas I'm doing good in, Thanx so much, and I really hope that u like them! :)If u have an e-mail address or your own poetry site, I'd appreciate it if you also included that
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<3 MeGz
|
v
( In My Personal Opion, To, means that I wrote the poems directly to that person, AS IF speaking to them, For, means that I'm writing the poem for them, AS IF I was in their shoes, and writing from their point of view, Either way these are all reflections based upon the way I personally feel, based on My life, the factors of My life)
To Aaron and Alex Younger-
Guys I met at a water park with my friend, had a boyfriend at the time... The poem's pretty much self-explanatory
For Ahkayneh Richardson-
I wrote these for her because she wanted me to write one for her, so I just wrote about what she was going through, the second one is because of what she was going through at the time, and I just felt like writing a poem about it
To Andy Peirro-
A guy I liked, I was confused at the time when I wrote Re-Arrangable
To Anthony Ferriola-
Guy who introduced me to a guy I started liking, Anthony had a crush on me, but it wasn't mutual, so I felt bad for liking his friend
For Ayla Johnson-
‘Daylight Smile, Nighttime Frown' I wrote for both me and Ayla. She was my best friend at the time and this poem is how we both felt and acted. It's a pretty self-explanatory poem.
To "Bob" (Ian Muller)-
Oh my god, this one was scary, I was obsessed with this kid. Really it was just a childish crush, haha I even had a secret code name for him, "Bob", it's kind of funny when I look back on it.
To Chance Hullet-
Such a confusing relationship, there was no communication, things were going to slow, then too fast, it was just a big jumbled mess, it wasn't all that great of a relationship, and just fell apart
To He Who Must Not Be Named *section8THIS*-
Love of my life. Started dating when I was 16 & we were together for 4 years, then were apart for a year and a half, and got back together for a couple months, I thought things would be different...but they weren't. And now it's a couple months later, and round 2 of last summer... idk guess I'll friggin see what happens. Going with the flow like always....everybody pray it works out for us.. cuz if it ain't him its nobody. Nothing else could ever compare...no one else is worth fighting for..<3.....I prayed to God, I asked him "God please help me with this one, because I can not do it alone, I take back every wish I ever made and I am asking you God to please help me with this one thing. Please I am asking you God to help, I need you to help guide us to peace, understanding, love, and happiness." I said "Lord and Angels I will never ask for anything as big ever again...." I used to wish for World Peace, And I said "God, I take back the wish and will Do It Myself, but I desperately need Your Help<3 "I know I haven't been the best person, and there are a lot of wrongs that I've done in my life, but I promise I will Make Them Right if You would just please help us." I told Him "I am nothing without this man, Please I AM BEGGING YOU to watch over us, and help to make things right for us, I PROMISE in having the strength, for that love, I promise I can love the world...because Lord, this man is the center of my world, and without This Man...the world means nothing...without this man II will be nothing....please help us, please help him, please help him to understand the love that is in his heart..please Lord, please Angels.. please answer my prayers" And Now, I Thank God Every Day For This Blessing and His Guidance, And I tell myself, EVERYDAY "*Megan* REMEMBER YOUR PROMISE"<3 AND NOW this promise, it isn't about my prayer being answered.. it's about keeping my promise, and going with the flow. ...God has a plan, He has heard my prayers, The Angels are with me, and the blessings that I continue to receive from them, are everlasting<3 ..................a quote that I heard once that sums this up quite nicely, "In Order To Have The Life We Are Meant To Have, We Must Let Go Of The Plan We Have Made For Ourselves" ......everything that has happened to me, Made Me into exactly the person I have always wanted to become, and on the path to becoming all that I want to be, The wants that I have, They are greater than that of my own, and I will only give to those that want and need, I will only speak to those that will listen, and I will hope they speak what they have heard, and what they feel in thier hearts, spreading the love that I have shown them, and only loveLoveand Everlasting factors of my life, and the role I have played in this world, that person, She would not be the proud, loving, inspired, creative women that she is today... Thank you for that Lord and Angels, Thank you World... I will help us to find Peace, Understanding, Clarity, and Prosperity. ONE small person, no matter how small, no matter how large, has the power to change the world, and the changes that I bring, they are in the making, I will use only good to create good, I will use only my heart to create love<3mlm
Dad-
Just some of the bad times me and my dad go through, we've had so many arguments, and its had major effects on me at some times, we still argue, but things aren't nearly as extreme as they once were.
Family-
Just what I was going through at that time, The Insecurities of Me was written to vent myself from what I was going through
To Hailey Louden-
A girl who really ****ed me off. I told her that I liked Michael, told her, asked her, begged her, not to tell... what does she do... of course, she tells... the poems pretty much explain themselves.
To Jesse Siloti-
This guy was the oldest guy I'd dated (he was 20 and I was 16). The poems about him talk about how I wished we could go back to what we had at the beginning of the relationship, because towards the end it was just so much different. Another thing I talk about in my poems is how no matter how much I wished we could go back, I knew it wasn't going to change back to what it used to be, so I was torn between staying with him, or letting go so I let go. And afterwards his actions were so uncalled for that I'm glad I did.
For Jessica Werner-
Again, a poem where my friend was going through something, and I wrote a poem about it because I felt the urge to write a poem
To Joe Kethley-
One of my best, and worst relationships, I learned so much from it, and I don't regret it one bit, I'm so glad I went through what I did, even though it hurt like a ***ch at times, had some good times with this kid right here.
To Jon Bruton-
I wrote the poem "My Light in Dark Shadows' for Jon because he was my light in a "dark" place. My parents sent me to this rehab place for a week, and I hated every second of it. The only thing that I could think about to help me get through it was him. So that's why I wrote this one
To Kristen Porkrinchak-
Plain and simple, she stole my boyfriend (Joe) after swearing up and down that she wouldn't. I tried to be her friend still and act like we were all okay, but it killed me inside, and eventually I just started to snap, we made up in the end of it all... after I got him back :-)
Leigh Noel-
I don't even know where to begin in explaining this kid. Well the first poem, Your Choice, is talking about how he has to decide for himself between me and another girl. He asked me for advice on what to do, this was my way of saying what I felt. The other poems are about how he thought I cheated on him when I didn't, they pretty much explain themselves. I think the emotions in these poems are so strong because he was the kid I lost my virginity to.
Life-
These poems are about what I go through, they are true and based on my life experiences, a lot of them are about pain, and hurt, and just my life
To Michael Biggins-
This relationship didn't last that long. But I'm glad I know this kid, he's awesome. We're still friends
For Michaela Dunlap-
I wrote this poem for her, because she asked me to write one for her. She's was dating the guy for about a year at the time, I didn't really know all that much about their relationship, but I wrote what I knew for reading one of her own poems.
To Nobody-
These are poems that just pop into my head, they aren't about me at all, although some reflect the emotions that I was feeling at the time, like if I was sad, I'd write a poem about death, because writing about the worst of sadness just made me feel better, and made it seem like I had life better then what I could have…if that makes sense at all
To Pat Kelly-
A guy friend, who I started to have feelings for, but didn't really think a relationship would work, I let out my feelings by writing them on paper
Real and Spiel-
These writings are based on things that have happened in my life but with some exaggeration or "spieling" involved. Sometimes its nice to be able to overemphasize and expand outside of what's really happened, in my writing. But I can't just say its all real if it's not, so I decided to make this category called -real and spiel- to more properly define certain poems. After all I do not want to lie to my readers, And if I have gone outside the lines of what's really happened in my life, I feel you deserve to know that<3
To Saxton Hinchey-
This kid was one of my really super good friends. I think I really messed that up though. As far as we stand now, I don't think he hates me, but we're not the same friends we used to be. ‘Uncovering the Lies' is the poem I wrote for him. You'll get it when you read it.
To Shawn Smith-
First boyfriend, again, I felt a lot of hurt in that relationship. A lot of emotions were experienced with him. Went out with him, he dumped me, went out with him again, he cheated on me, and dumped me again, hated him for 5 months, made up, went back out, 3 months later dumped him for a better person, that pretty much explains his poems in a nutshell
Troubles From Another Time-
These ones are based on recollections of things that have occurred in my past. I sometimes think about what has happened in my life, and how I felt then. Now that I'm older there is a lot to look back at, and certain things still cross my mind a lot. So that's pretty much how -Troubles From Another Time- could be described.
To Travis Bertsch-
The second time me and Shawn broke up, I went out with Travis. He pretty much made everything better for me, and wiped away the tears I cried over Shawn. We broke up shortly, and it was all right, then he started liking me again when I was with Shawn and also when I started dating Joe. I felt bad because I no longer felt the same way for him as I once did.
To Trisha Vogel-
This ones to a friend who was just going through stuff, I wrote ‘Not Worth It' for her to maybe help her get though things. I think the poem helped her to understand and cope with things better.
The Veterans-
I wrote the poem ‘Memorial' as a writing assignment for veterans on Veterans Day.
