Poetry - A BLEEDING SOUL, Cynthia Mathews
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1. when i die today
2. like an abscessed tooth
3. what hurts the most
4. make it a lie
5. Don't hurt me anymore
6. for you i cry
7. you are against everything
8. These Dreams
9. Sad am I for Me
10. Sad am I for You
11. To Disappear
12. Property
13. Junkie
14. you missed the first words
15. your innocence
16. Shallow
17. You wanted a war
18. Candy
19. your game
20. wouldn't it be nice
21. the love i fed you
22. dont feel forget
23. Persacute
24. its not your fault
25. i fake it
26. The Lion in its Passage
27. don't even pretend
28. Intimidated
29. Pityville
30. purpose
31. Unfinished
32. Sounds of Silence
33. hidden disdain
34. pretend you really care
35. sample
36. What your second hand smoke does to me
37. In the Making...unfinished...
38. Reason to Chaos
39. Convince yourself
40. Trophey
41. Hitler
42. Statistics
43. Effects of Fatherless Children
44. Go To Bed Mad
45. BANG BANG Little Johnny
46. Death Can't Take That Away From Me
47. my heart has died
48. You wonder whY?
49. a noise?
50. the days of dead are gone
51. Waste Away
52. If you were a Gardener
53. maybe when you finish your drink
54. whatyou learned in elementaryu school
55. Prudence
56. wronged
57. little girl
58. Buy a dog
59. Was it Real?
60. Im not going to your funeral And dont come to mine
61. I REMEMBER WHY I HATE YOU
62. i WILL noT BE anything BUT A lover
63. NO PILLS WILL KILL ME
64. I Scream Myself Awake
65. I cry hard, Bitter tears run dry
66. you will never know
67. Alone: I am Arent WE all
68. do not read the print out
69. for you
70. This life of mine so empty...
71. You'll always be you
72. August 19th 2004 midnight
73. 09/23/04
74. little did I know at all
75. Stone cold my heart
76. idenity
77. i need a new me
78. Mister
79. Arrangements
80. Have you ever...
81. “ME”
82. The Journey
83. The victim
84. burning my eyes
85. As I sit and ponder
86. It is you
87. I lost my last smile
88. Love Defined
89. Forgotten al I had Dreamed
90. The death of the INnoCenT
91. Back in the DaY
92. flesh and blood
93. To Keisha......9
94. Gried Unleashed: Free Verse #2
95. us
96. babbles of death
97. How can I promise Forever?
98. your laugh warms me
99. Savor
100. in our own little world
101. The dream that wasn't a dream was
102. new love
103. Forbidden passion: A letter of Love
104. Prelude to the memory
105. And you thought you had a bad day?
106. Its time to forget
107. Options are limited
108. Thanks Dad
109. Why should I care?
110. For the Best
111. I am not bothered by.........
112. Take the Razor
113. forgotten were.
114. Our bodies lay like canvas
115. something**24252
116. SELF MUTILATION:I AM HUMAN
117. IF
118. DRIFTING
119. FACE OF A STRANGER
120. LIES
121. NIGHTS YOU STOLE MY INNOCENCE
122. IN THE BOTTLE
123. FREE MY HEART
124. LOST SMILE
125. TODAY I DIED
126. oblivant to pain
127. I AM INDIFFERENT
128. DO YOU FEEL THE THROBBING
129. TODAY IT RAINED IN MY HEART
130. EMOTIONAL DRAINED
131. WRATH
132. I FEEL YOUR PAIN
133. POETRY PROSE
134. DECIEVE ME
135. LOVE WONT HAVE ME
136. GRIP OF STEEL
137. SOCIETY
138. A BLEEDING SOUL
139. A DREAM
140. ANOTHER WORLD
141. ABHORRENCE
142. BLESSED
143. CONVERSATIONS
144. DAD?
145. DAYS ARE STRANGE
146. A THOUGHT
147. HERE'S THE RING I BOUGHT YOU
148. I FEEL LIKE
149. HOUSE OF LOVE
150. INSIDE MYSELF
151. LOVELESS
152. NORMAL
153. DRIFTING
154. TEMPLE OF SELF
155. TOMORROWS SECRET
156. UNKNOWN TO ME (bill)
157. WHO ARE YOU
158. WILL YOU REMEMBER ME
159. YOU WERE
160. TODAY
161. INSIDE YOU GROW
162. Transitory Love
163. The Dream
164. In Your Mind...
165. Recycled Love
166. not mine
167. Unable To See...
168. Nothing to give
169. Distancing Yourself
170. PROMISES ARE LIES
171. I LEFT YOU ROSES
172. I could of loved you forever...
173. I DONT UNDERSTAND
174. Without You...
175. Alone Awaiting...
176. Reason to Exsist
177. Erosion
178. When Did the End Come
179. YOU FED ME LIES
180. A Memory
181. Betrayed
182. TURN OFF THE SONG
183. Pictures
184. vulger love
185. unloved
186. UNTITLED 34562
187. UNSEEN (bill's)
188. unspoken (bill)
189. affliction (bill knew)
190. ToNiGhT (bill)
191. To Keisha
192. To Keisha #2
193. as if YOU are ReaLLy DEaD
194. MY heart WAS not
195. MaddNEss
196. SELF-HATE
197. AddICTion'S TRutH
198. rejected
199. Daddy DON't go
200. untitled
201. HELP ME!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!!
202. no longer happy to you
203. sad am i today ON XMAS
204. AHHHHH
205. I CALL HIM "Bill"
206. hate, i must feel it
207. soft, tender, touches...
208. Are YOU LaUGHINg BehinD MY BacK
209. transistory emotions
210. I KNOW ITs not me YOu feeL
211. ugliness un-understood
212. my dreams encourage my misery
213. say goodbye
214. im sick of the headaches
215. AdDiction of DEniAL
216. DENIED
217. MiZplaCEd WOrLd
218. DISTANCING YOURSELF
219. Promises are lies...
220. strength it takes
221. i was weak
222. i never knew sexy until you
223. torture is unable to hold you
224. a dream not mine
225. perpetual bliss
226. without you
227. cover me
228. i want to rise you up
229. sad am i for BILL
230. just rambles
231. gotta get away from it all
232. LOVE ME TODAY
233. LOVE LOST
234. I cry
235. i think of you not thinking of me
236. AN EMPTY GAME CALLED LIFE
237. MAKING UP YOUR OWN STORIES
238. TAKE ME HOME
239. FOREVER VOIDED
240. IN THOSE NIGHTS
241. I LIKED YOU???
242. I COULD NEVER OF GUESSED
243. PLEASURE FOR MY PAIN
244. MUTILATED AND MANGELED
245. dad
246. remember when i swallowed all those pills
247. it is not you
248. do you hear my screams
249. the river (bill)
250. one (bill)
251. whys it so hard to live
252. I'm not Excited
253. i cannot wake from sleep
254. i do not like myself today
255. let the night blanket me
256. alone
257. locked up
258. floor NUMBER 6
259. you are a private man
260. manic as ever
261. NOWHERE TO RUN
262. i can not offer stability in a smile
263. IM SCATTERED
264. Remember US
265. A smile
266. "goodbye"
267. UNDEcidED faTE
268. NOWHERE to RUN
269. THE ARTIST
270. IN MY drEAmS
271. YOU DO not unDERsTAND
272. if you really knew me
273. love me today
274. am i in your memories
275. don't lie to me
276. some one else's dream
277. forgotten
278. i feel cheated
279. untitled (just for you)
280. forever to be cherished
281. I WasNt therE WHEN yoU WerE BEatEn
282. lost addiction
283. SILENT
284. I think of you
285. misgivings
286. suicide mission
287. misery
288. That is where IT flew
289. TEMPTATION
290. I am nobody
291. emptiness
292. yours
293. bloody wrists
294. distraught
295. poisoned
296. my body dirty
297. addiction
298. a mistake
299. Pretending I'm not crying....
300. I am your diesease
301. investing..........
302. moments like these
303. I am loveless
304. a moment of intimacy
305. raining razors
306. you are denied
307. i thought
308. only my destiny
309. a smile poised
310. sick
311. like a playground
312. this isn't love
313. a second
314. unfinished.....finished?
315. contrite
316. Love the one you're with
317. i cannot accept
318. they know
319. Self MUTILATION: I am human!
320. another bus
321. Masquerade
322. Behind closed doors
323. Sad AM I FOR BILL
324. inside my head
325. wreckage
326. day 41
327. addict
328. Mind's eye
329. death. bitter tasted
330. evaded
331. will kind words be spoken
332. unpure
333. lifeless and alone
334. run away
335. Silly game
336. i regret
337. Audicity
338. i argue inside
339. stupor
340. journey
341. Mom
342. I+A+M=( )
343. I used to cry because....
344. moments to forget
345. i'd die for your kiss
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