Kris, I have read all your poems about your mother and my heart was saddened for you....because I know what it means to lose a mother. But I believe...my faith rises to the occasion...that my mom is in Heaven and that I will see her again. And I pray you will just learn to believe, Kris...without any scientific proof...that Heaven is real...and that all that is needed to reach Heaven is faith in God...in what the Lord did on the Cross. That's it!!! No one is good enough to go...we go because a good God made a way for us. I love you, Kris...you've been my friend for many years...and I wouldn't lie to you or lead you wrong. Please...just pray for faith without proof...ask God to help you believe...and believe He will. God bless you...and I am really sorry about your mom...I still miss mine, too, so I know how it is.