She is my closest friend,
I met her in our history class,
I pitied her about four years ago,
she is one strong soul putting everyone else above herself,
I think she has way too much faith in me,
I think she sees way too much potential in me,
I wish she would express her disappointment, hurt, and rejection towards me instead of get
angry with herself,
"The Gift of Humanity" was written just for her, I do not mean to mistreat the saints or anyone
else for that matter nor do I mean to shame anyone or scare anybody,
I just don't want anyone to feel rejected,
I am more motivated by negative feedback than I am positive feedback and I do not think that
she realizes this ------
I wish she would tell me what she really wants from me,
I want her to stop praising me, stop thanking me, stop complimenting me as if I were God or
somebody!
I am not God nor have I ever been God,
I do not know everything nor do I need to know everything,
I just need to know what my elders really want from me!