I have been ingloriously thrust
into unimaginable horror,
and am left shaking in my foxhole
a victim of terrible self pity,
I am covered by the ungodly stench
of unparalleled self loathing,and
destructive apathy as I sink into
the terrible mire of self doubt and
mental agony over what I've heard
today in the throes of battle on
this bloody field,what I've seen on this day
has let insanity take hold over my sensibilities,
and has left me to lie in the blazing fires of
insanity and shall never be the same man that I
once was.
Donavon Scott Vinson