I have been through such an
emotional
roller coaster in recent years
That has literally knocked
me
down to my knees in tears
And with every emotion and feeling
that I have gone through I try to
survive through all of the madness
But even that can truly become difficult
when
my mind is filled with so much sadness
Especially after dealing with so much loss
But what is so heart wrenching
is the silence because it can be
so overwhelming and draining
And that's why there are times when I
truly feel disconnected and detached
But all I can do is to try my best to stay focused
even
though some days are so much harder then others
And it is the difficult days when my heart is
challenged
beyond all comprehension and understanding
Especially recently when I started losing
so many of
my loved ones one right after the next one
Because I never expected to feel like I do right now
but some how with everything that I have been through
with each and every emotion that I have dealt with I still
find the inner strength to get my composure together each
and every day so that I can get beyond the numbness that I
have felt so that I can continue living even if it means just
living one day at a time but you know that none of us were
ever promised a smooth ride through life and no one ever said
that it would be easy and that's why we have to learn how to deal
with the good and the bad and the ugly so that we can find some
kind of balance through every one of our struggles that we face
in the best possible way that we can so that we can keep on living
I have been through such an
emotional
roller coaster in recent years
That has literally knocked
me
down to my knees in tears
And with every emotion and feeling
that I have gone through I try to
survive through all of the madness
But even that can truly become difficult
when
my mind is filled with so much sadness
