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SOMETIMES I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M EVEN RELATED TO YOU PSYCHOS. GOD! PEOPLE MAKE ME SO SICK SOMETIMES. I'M SORRY BUT IT'S TRUE. AND DON'T GIVE ME THAT FUNNY LOOK EITHER. I MEAN ISN'T THAT WHY WE'RE ALL HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE, TO BE HONEST? WELL ISN'T IT? I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THE TRUE NATURE OF POETRY OR THE SPOKEN WORD WAS THAT IT SHOULD BE USED AS AN OUTLET FOR TRUTH AND NOT JUST AS AN ALTERNATIVE METHOD TO PERPETUATE THE BIG LIE THAT LIFE ALREADY IS. DOES ANYBODY OUT THERE FEEL THIS WAY BESIDES ME? I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE. GO AHEAD. DENY IT IF YOU WILL. ANYWAY I'M DIGRESSING, BACK TO THE LECTURE AT HAND. I MUST ADMIT THAT IT DOES TAKE ONE CRAZY PERSON TO RECOGNIZE ANOTHER SO IT'S OBVIOUS THAT DURING MY NUMEROUS ATTEMPTS TO FREE MYSELF FROM THE CHAINS OF MENTAL SLAVERY I DID NOT GET AWAY TOTALLY UNSCATHED. LOOK CLOSELY, MY SCARS ARE REAL AND MY WOUNDS ARE DEEP. I'VE LOST MANY BATTLES BUT HERE I STAND, A WOUNDED WARRIOR STILL FIGHTING IN THE INFO WAR, BARELY HANGING ON TO WHAT WAS ONCE A BEAUTIFUL MIND FULL OF IMAGINATION AND HOPE FOR MANKIND; AND THOUGH I BEAR NO ILL WILL AND ONLY WISH TO UNLOCK MINDS I STILL FIND MYSELF UNDER CONSTANT ATTACK FROM SHORTSIGHTED PEOPLE THAT HAVE FAILED TO DISCONNECT FROM THE MACHINE AND WISH TO CONTINUE TO UPHOLD THE STATUS QUO. MY STRENGTH IS FADING. MY FINGERS ARE SLIPPING. I FEEL I'M ABOUT TO LET GO. YOU SEE WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME? DO YOU SEE WHAT I'M SLOWLY BECOMING LIVING AMONGST YOU FILTHY SCUMBAGS? DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU'RE MAKING ME DO?? I'M HOPELESSLY BECOMING A SHEEP JUST LIKE YOU. I'M TURNING OUT TO BE JUST AS MUCH OF A VIRUS AS THE REST OF YOU DUMBED DOWN NEANDERTHALS, DESPERATELY FIGHTING OVER CRUMBS IN AN OVERPACKED DEN OF DISEASED RATS. THE CURRENT STATE OF HUMANITY IS LIKE **IT IN A TOILET BOWL. MOST OF YOU ARE CONTENT WITH YOUR MEDIOCRE EXISTENCE,YOU'RE HAPPILY FLOATING AROUND IN THE **IT HOLE YOU CALL LIFE AND YOU WOULDN'T CLEAN UP YOUR ACT EVEN IF SOMEONE OFFERED YOU A SALARY TO DO IT. YOU'RE A CANCER. YOU'RE A PARASITE. YOU'RE A LEECH SUCKING AND LIVING OFF THE BLOOD OF THE STRONG BASKING IN YOUR INCREDIBLE WEAKNESS. YOU LOVE DIGGING IN YOUR NEIGHBORS' POCKETS AND LETTING THE GOVERNMENT TAKE CARE OF YOU FROM CRADLE TO GRAVE. YOU WANT TO BE SLAVES. YOU LOVE IT. YOU LOVE BEING RAPED. YOU ARE INVINCIBLY IGNORANT AND PROUD OF IT.  I HATE YOUR **CKIN GUTS, ALL OF YOU USELESS MAGGOTS. URGHHH!!!… (BITING DOWN HARD DIGGING CLAWS INTO DESK) I HATE YOU SOOOO MUCH I CAN TASTE IT. GOD KNOWS I DO. BUT DO YOU KNOW WANNA KNOW WHY I HATE YOU? I HATE YOU SO MUCH BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE CAPABLE OF SO MUCH MORE. I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE A HUMAN BEING, GOD'S GREATEST CREATION THAT'S CAPABLE OF ANYTHING BUT YOU CHOOSE TO LIVE THE LIFE OF A SLUG. I HATE YOU SO MUCH BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU I CAN'T FULLY RECOGNIZE MY PURPOSE AND COMMIT TO BEING EVERYTHING THAT I WANT TO BE. I HATE YOU SO MUCH BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU HUMANITY CANNOT REACH ITS FULL POTENTIAL BECAUSE YOU ACT AS IF YOU'RE HELPLESSLY DEPENDENT. YOU SEEM TO HAVE THIS INNATE ENTITLEMENT COMPLEX. WHY? WHERE'D YOU LEARN THIS **IT? WHO TAUGHT YOU THIS SELF DEFEATING NONSENSE? WHOEVER THEY ARE THEY NEED THEIR A**ES WHIPPED TOO SO THIS IS ALSO DIRECTED TOWARDS THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE PART OF THE REASON WHY YOU NEED TO BE BABYSAT 24 HOURS A DAY AND AS A RESULT OF THEIR PISS POOR EXAMPLE YOU'RE CONSTANTLY SLOWING DOWN HUMAN EVOLUTION. SO THIS IS YOUR WAKE UP CALL. YOU ASKED FOR A SIGN WELL HERE IT IS. NOW GET YOUR SORRY NO GOOD A**ES IN GEAR OR RISK ANNIHILATION. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE REALITY THAT WE'RE FACING IN THIS WORLD AT THIS CURRENT TIME? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA? THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT HAVE KILLED THOUSANDS WITH PLANS TO KILL MILLIONS. THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT ARE PLANNING TO WIPE OUT WHOLE NATIONS AND HERE WE ARE BICKERING OVER SILLY **IT LIKE THE COLOR OF A PERSON'S SKIN, WHAT COLOR THEY HAVE ON AND WHAT SET THEY'RE CLAIMING, WHO WON THE SUPERBOWL AND WHAT THE LATEST FLASH IN THE PAN CELEBRITY HAD ON TODAY ON SOME STUPID SO CALLED REALITY TV SHOW. DON'T YOU GET IT? IT'S TV PEOPLE! IT'S NOT REAL!! WAKE UP PRIVATE PYLE AND GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR A** AND GET A **CKIN CLUE!!  GET ON YOUR FEET, PULL YOUR DAMN PANTS UP FROM BELOW YOUR KNEES, CLIMB OUT OF THE TRASH CAN AND DO SOMETHING. LADIES, STOP ENTERTAINING THESE SORRY A** EXCUSES FOR MEN AND STOP TRYING TO CHANGE THEM. IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN. CLOSE YOUR LEGS AND OPEN UP A BOOK. IF YOU DID THIS MORE OFTEN IMAGINE WHAT YOU COULD ACCOMPLISH. ALL OF YOU LOSERS AND DEADBEATS NEED TO STOP WASTING PERFECTLY GOOD SPACE THAT SOMEONE ELSE WITH GOALS COULD BE OCCUPYING. IF YOU CONTINUE TO DO WHAT YOU'RE DOING YOU'RE GONNA RUIN IT FOR EVERYBODY AND OTHERS MIGHT CHOOSE TO FORGIVE YOU BUT I'M NOT SO QUICK TO FORGIVE. YOU THINK I'M GONNA SHOW YOU ANY MERCY IF YOU **CK IT FOR EVERYBODY? DON'T YOU **CKIN COUNT ON IT!!  I'LL DROP YOUR SORRY A** RIGHT WHERE YOU STAND YOU PIECE OF **IT JUST SO THE FLIES CAN HAVE SOMETHING TO SNACK ON….(OKAY WAIT A MINUTE… BREATHE)…(I'M LETTING MYSELF GET TOO UPSET)…(TAKE A DEEP BREATH)…(CALM DOWN)…OKAY,  I'M GONNA GIVE YOU ONE LAST CHANCE TO PROVE YOURSELF. I'M GONNA GIVE YOU AN OPPORTUNITY TO GO OUT AND PROVE NOT ONLY TO ME AND THE REST OF THE WORLD BUT TO YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN CONTRIBUTE SOMETHING TO THIS PLANET BESIDES CARBON DIOXIDE. NOW GET OUT OF MY FACE BEFORE I CHANGE MY MIND. YOU'RE ON NOTICE!!




                 Timothy James  AUGUST 4 2O11







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