There's a lot that I keep inside. There's a lot that I don't share for fear of being rejected or ridiculed as I have been many times in the past. But I'm learning to deal with it a lot better. I'm finally learning to let go and to allow the chips to fall where they may. I've tried very diligently and with much intensity to be as positive as I possibly can and to use my gift as an instrument for peace instead of as a weapon for destruction. I finally figured it out. I can either use this life force inside of me for negative purposes and wreak havoc upon the world or I can use it as a force for good to touch the untouched, inspire the uninspired and to educate the uneducated. The choice is mine to make and I've made the choice to be someone remembered for trying to infect truth and love instead of hate and discontent. But don't get it twisted this does not mean that I will not upset anybody or that I will not step on anyone's toes. Besides, I've got a pretty big foot and it's kind of hard to avoid everybody so if you don't want them stepped on you might want to move them out of the way. It's never been a practice of mine to go out of my way and sugarcoat the truth just to spare someone's feelings. I absolutely refuse to apologize for being honest. It's just not going to happen so don't expect it. I'd hate to disappoint you. Wait a minute. I take that back. Actually, I'd love to. Remember, at the end of the day I'm still a hell raiser!! It's in my DNA to act this way, so don't blame me. I can't help myself.
