Drowning waters have encompassed my mind
lately from all the tears that I have held in,
yet my imagination still wanders off to a distant land
in this quest and pursuit of mine to find the answers
that must and should be found before my life here on
this earth
is done so that I may find a true sense of peace of mind
And even though a thousand tears
have fallen from these eyes of mine
here and there and also in between
I have discovered through pure will and
determination that I will find that true happiness
that lies deep within the recesses of my own mind
Because it will eventually be reawakened by one person
Like a new flower that has just blossomed under the sun
And when that times arrives I will share all that happiness
with them
while I am still here amongst the living and the breathing
And that way when the end does come
which I truly hope it doesn't happen
soon at least I will no longer have
to worry about ever having to die alone
Because I will have someone that will love
me from the beginning and also to the end
And if by chance there life ends before mine
which it is known to happen on occasion
At least I can be able to say that I was able to be
loved one more time before I faced my final end