How do I love me, when the woman who carried me don't, how do I find the real me when all I see in the mirror is a woman whose heart is shattered… how do I love anyone else when I don't even know if I love myself… how do I tell my daughter that her mother is broken and trying to keep up because of her.. how do I?
Thoughts of you racing in my head, the woman I once knew is now a stranger to me, all that is left within me is bad memories of you, ones that I wish never did happen, how do I accept this part of my life, how do I move forward knowing that it will never be the same again… how do I???
I need answers, where did I go wrong, what have I done to deserve this from you? Aren't I your flesh and blood, was I adopted? How do I know that you are my mother, is there something you not telling me? How I'm I suppose to believe that you are my mother.. how do I reach out to you again.. how do I stop these hurts and pain in me?? How do I???
