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your hand shall guide thy every way
your hand shall guide thy every way:
for your guidance oh lord i pray:
my future feels so cloudy and unsure:
living today im doing my best to preservere and endure:
i just dont know what is going to happen up ahead:
and that i dread;
i know financially i will be in ruin;
i feel like an instrument out of tune:
i just dont feel right:
i dont know this divorce how to fight:
shes going to get as much money from me with her hired lawyer that she can:
i really do not know her plan:
so im just feel so frazzled and low:
am waiting for the judge on 17 may to deal me that knock out blow:
im fighting every noc shift to work and do my best:
but when im off work i feel so restless and am getting very little sleep and rest:
i feel like im waiting to be slaughtered:
it feels so absurd:
i am trying to keep breathing and function as normal as i can:
all this pressure im trying to withstand:
its like im walking against hurricane winds so great:
i just do not know what will be my fate:
how much alimony support will her lawyer demand:
i really dont know where i stand:
people tell me i need to get a lawyer because she is going to take everything from me:
but i have to stand up for myself you see;
i have nothing to hide:
with the judge everything to him i will confide:
oh lord i just want this nightmare to finally end:
i tell people that im alright but im tierd of being pretend:
i dont even know if i want to work anymore:
everything in my life feels so unsteady and unsure:
this job i feel that i just want to walk away:
i feel i dont want to be here another day:
i cant take the politics and the games that people play:
i dont know if i can take it another day:
your hand shall guide thy every way:
help me help me lord i humbly pray:
i know and realize she will never come back and she chooses to go her own way:
its a fact that chills you to the bone:
feel like i lost my family and my home:
i want to try to keep the place now where i rent:
but it dont much matter to me if i lived in a pup tent:
there is no materialistic poccessions that i even care to keep for my own:
i could easily live in my car by myself alone:
but the other two boys where would they go:
so i just dont know:
it is going to bother me to great to work and deal with this stress and just give her my money for free:
i dont know how thats gonna be:'
if i continue to work im not gonna go full time just to support her alone;
i feel like a man without a home:
i dont know what my future holds ahead:
but i dont look forward to it i know the unknown i dread;oh lord your hand shall guide thy every way:
what i do know for sure is that you love me and i will continue in my life to resort to pray;
gotta keep breathing cause the suns gonna come up in the morning and you never know what the tides gonna bring in:
when you hold onto faith and hope you can only win:
in this matter that i dont have my own lawyer so am not so sure what to the judge in my defense o=i m gonna say:
i give it to you god and thy will not mine be done come what may:
25 march 2013:
john d. jungers
for your guidance oh lord i pray:
my future feels so cloudy and unsure:
living today im doing my best to preservere and endure:
i just dont know what is going to happen up ahead:
and that i dread;
i know financially i will be in ruin;
i feel like an instrument out of tune:
i just dont feel right:
i dont know this divorce how to fight:
shes going to get as much money from me with her hired lawyer that she can:
i really do not know her plan:
so im just feel so frazzled and low:
am waiting for the judge on 17 may to deal me that knock out blow:
im fighting every noc shift to work and do my best:
but when im off work i feel so restless and am getting very little sleep and rest:
i feel like im waiting to be slaughtered:
it feels so absurd:
i am trying to keep breathing and function as normal as i can:
all this pressure im trying to withstand:
its like im walking against hurricane winds so great:
i just do not know what will be my fate:
how much alimony support will her lawyer demand:
i really dont know where i stand:
people tell me i need to get a lawyer because she is going to take everything from me:
but i have to stand up for myself you see;
i have nothing to hide:
with the judge everything to him i will confide:
oh lord i just want this nightmare to finally end:
i tell people that im alright but im tierd of being pretend:
i dont even know if i want to work anymore:
everything in my life feels so unsteady and unsure:
this job i feel that i just want to walk away:
i feel i dont want to be here another day:
i cant take the politics and the games that people play:
i dont know if i can take it another day:
your hand shall guide thy every way:
help me help me lord i humbly pray:
i know and realize she will never come back and she chooses to go her own way:
its a fact that chills you to the bone:
feel like i lost my family and my home:
i want to try to keep the place now where i rent:
but it dont much matter to me if i lived in a pup tent:
there is no materialistic poccessions that i even care to keep for my own:
i could easily live in my car by myself alone:
but the other two boys where would they go:
so i just dont know:
it is going to bother me to great to work and deal with this stress and just give her my money for free:
i dont know how thats gonna be:'
if i continue to work im not gonna go full time just to support her alone;
i feel like a man without a home:
i dont know what my future holds ahead:
but i dont look forward to it i know the unknown i dread;oh lord your hand shall guide thy every way:
what i do know for sure is that you love me and i will continue in my life to resort to pray;
gotta keep breathing cause the suns gonna come up in the morning and you never know what the tides gonna bring in:
when you hold onto faith and hope you can only win:
in this matter that i dont have my own lawyer so am not so sure what to the judge in my defense o=i m gonna say:
i give it to you god and thy will not mine be done come what may:
25 march 2013:
john d. jungers
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your hand shall guide thy every way
your hand shall guide thy every way