Lost & Confused
Today my heart was just shattered '
And my lonely soul just began to cry.
Because I was so deeply in love lord,
With a angel who said 4ever shed be mine.
See I meet this sweet precious angle
Who's smile oh my god was so sweet.
And it was the first in my entire life
That I have felt so whole & complete.
The first time that I saw her lord,
And I looked deep into her eyes.
I just knew from than and there lord,
Forever I wanted her by my side.
Her love was so pure and honest,
At least that's what I had thought.
She was all that I had ever dreamed of,
And every thing in my life I sought.
Oh she always made me so happy,
And wiped away all my lonely tears
she Made me believe in me again,
And me lose all my biggest fears.
We dated for so many months,
And we share so many laughs.
Was she really this sweet little angle ?
Or was the she-devil coming out at last ?
She treated me like a complete stranger,
Every time she got into her swinging moods.
And yelled at me like I was just a child,
And I just didn't know what to do.
So many times she made me cry lord,
And told me to just grow so skin.
But I'm not a man who yells my lord,
So I just tell her she wins.
I don't have an once of meanness in me lord,
Because I love this little girl so dam much !
But frankly I will be honest with you my lord,
Some times this little thing drives me nuts.
Now my mind is going so damn crazy,
Because I honestly don't know what too do.
All I wanted was for her too marry me lord,
For my unconditional love for her is so true.
But now this sweet little loving angle,
who has just torren my dam heart apart.
Has hurt me so really deeply my lord,
And now I cry because we are apart.
Why did she have to hurt me so bad lord,
When my love for her was so dam true.
Now I'm just so lost deep in thought lord,
And I honestly don't know what I should do.
So as I stare looking out my window,
I fall down upon bended knee's.
And tonight I will send my prayer out,
Asking my lord to please hear my plea.
Please help me understand this lord,
So that I could truly see the light.
Do I try for a second chance lord ?
Or should I forever disappear out of sight.
In the morning when I wake up lord,
I pray the answer will be shown.
But if it isn't there my sweet lord,
I guess forever I just will be alone.