Father's Day is nigh
i hope mine's proud of me,
he looks down from the sky
and sees my hurt endlessly!
I'm still here
tho i don't know why,
i exist in pain and fear
as seconds go by!
Daddy why did the sun stop shining
why did the stars go out i ask,
my heart is 4ever broken and pining
why must i perform this impossible task?
The task of still being me
is easier said than done,
please let Hope be
for your little one!
You taught me so much Daddy
and you gave me your stubborness,
teach me to make and see
where i fit in all of this!
I know Father's Day in Heaven
is different from here on earth,
but i hope from me you get inspiration
and know i miss you and your worth!
Now Mom And Faron And Jesus Too
reward you for being good,
and even tho i'm bluer than blue
your memory warms my heart like it should!
Oh how i wish the Old Pioneer
could be here talking hunting stories,
with My Best Friend Faron you brought such cheer
and Mom and i watching TV i hold in memories!
I still see You And Faron sitting at the kitchen table
you had meats and all kinds of cheese,
it's so real like you're really here not a fable
let me wake up to that vision again pretty please!
D is for the daughter that is thankful and yet
A is for the anger i feel
another D for the debt
and 1 more D for the deal
i'll make with you Y to try and be strong+make you proud all along!
SALLY still needs you 3