It seems nothing can calm this storm in my soul
And I'll suffer until the blood in my arms is cold
I try to think positive and keep an open mind
Hoping for the best although hope is blind
But no matter what I do, no matter the route I take
This awful feeling I cannot shake
Though much time has passed and many years have gone by
I'm still haunted by the past and the tears I've cried
It's so hard to focus and to turn the page
When your heart is broken at such a young age
As children we are taught that life is but a dream
But so many of us grow up in a nightmare it seems
Raised in a whirlwind, riding on a storm
Regretting the day that I was born
Contemplating if I should go on
Thinking if I died nobody would mourn
Do I give up or keep trying? ....I'm torn
I pray God gives me the courage to speak my mind
And that somebody feels these words I leave behind
If I should die before my dreams awake
I hope I'm finally in a peaceful state…