Me and my sister, 

waited for you

I remember being at the hospital

When I was only about two

 

When God breathed into your body

And gave you a beautiful heart

A mother and a father 

Who loved you from the start

 

He crafted you in her womb 

With feet that would dance

(He gave your father the platform

To give you that chance) 

 

Mom says you were easily 

The one with the least pain,

And now our family complete

With only rich future to gain

 

Days went on

And God kept his plan,

He provided you first

With the good hearted man 

 

He blessed you on top

With a baby many can't have

With health, with provision

With it's own mom and dad

 

He gave you riches

He gave you worth

And he continued to bless you

Despite any hurt

 

God showered you with mercy

All the way through 

But Only  to find out

That It didn't please you

 

You threw it all 

in a big garbage can

Screamed and yelled

"I hate your plan!"

 

You stand with a perception

Smothered in lies

 Constantly showing

You're unsatisfied 

 

Meanwhile grandparents

church people, and friends

Are starting to see

You must never cared for them

 

Your selfish desires 

Is all you see 

You accuse people of judgments

And no one agrees 

 

You make false accusations

And tear people apart

Meanwhile refusing

To search your own heart

 

Our years are limited

On this very earth

I can never imagine questioning

My own family's worth

 

Almost lost my mom

But God gave us grace

Now I watch my own sister

Make fun of her face

 

There are no words

For who you've become

But I know God still loves you

Despite what you've done 

 

I'll never stop loving 

Nor thinking of you 

Or , of all the great things

We used to do

 

I know you already 

Know what we see

I know your in denial

And don't agree

 

It's really so sad

To watch you go

But before I walk

I just wanted you to know