As I close my eyes, I feel the butterflies in my stomach, my heart races faster than ever
I wish that the morning bloom will hurry as I awaits night falls so that I can wet my pillow
my thoughts interfere when the agony that my heart feels finally brought out a taste on my tongue
I have tasted pain, oh pain why art thou chooses me???
I have given my life, my body and pieces of me to a boy whom I thought was a man
I entrusted in his care my heart that is so fragile and bruise, he had promised to never break it
I gave him two girls, he watched while they cut me open to get the last one out yet he had no compassion for my soul
he turn against me when I needed him the most, he gave me pain and watch me tasted it...
my heart is heavy I smile when all I really wanna do is cry, I'm trying so hard not to break
I am fighting myself not to give up on me, lord I need strength to take care of these kids,
my heart has been broken, and I try so hard not let the tears drop but its too late because they are falling
he stood right there and laugh at me while I taste this pain he brought me.....