John it will be judicially
Or it be confusion to me
Humbly I'll dwell in my heaven
New-found peace lest I'd go insane
Wandering heart now at rest
I rejoice in my conquest
Love blossomed in my old age
Loneliness could be savage
I trust fate to grant my wish
A new phase and start afresh
My illusion now in flesh
Memories still haunt my dreams
In nightmares I awoke with screams
Can my past leave set me free
Had spent life in agony
Against all odds her spirit fled
Enslaved in a body that failed
Let go else love turns to greed
Wish I have enough to share
A bounty from my land to spare
Then hunger be put aside
Such kindness can turn the tide
Obey the voice from thy soul
Not to ignore a distress call
Depression I ought to cope
Assert with joy there is hope
Vain is life spent in grieving
Endeavour to smile while living
Yield His angel comes with blessing.