I am a sad man to look at.
Especially, when, I think I'm doing well.
I am like nothings to a girl, really sad.
But when I smile its like love.
It is feelings that drive me.
More than a man when she is around.
She played with my heart so many times,
I am left with only bits of love in me.
All of them for her.
She messed me up, so, she should have me.
I am like her beast.
I am under her control.
I am loosing myself to another.
I am lost in love.
I see myself as a nice guy,
And I think that all nice guys should get nice things.
But, that is, not how things go.
Its just life being lived.
You cry yourself to sleep, if you care.
Don't love too much.
Or do.
Like fire I come alive.
I let everything happen, as it should.
I cry a little, when, I am crazy.
I loose heart.
Its love for me.
I am like a beast.
I loose all control of my mind.
I become Mr sweet Nothing:
Your heart is as pure as snow water.
You are like the most prettiest colours,
When you smile.
I seek perfection, because it is in the eye of the beholder
What I behold as beauty, will do.
Not needy. I have seen life.
What I want is to be loved.
That's, how I choose to love.