Poet 11586

To be ashamed

Honestly I'm ashamed,
of the level of the loneliness
and the depth of my pain
Deep inside I'm really sad,
about the things that I've lost
and the things I just can't grab
I'm held back by the weight,
there's a whole inside my heart
and it's so heavy I could break
Honestly I'm just ashamed,
I'd reach out to you for help
but I just, can't tell you my name
In my mind there's different shades,
it's amazing the emotions I
go through in just one day
Deep inside I fight these battles,
there are memories and demons
and theyfollow me like shadows
I'm held back by the pain,
I'd like to speak and open up
But honestly I'm too ashamed