Life Is Sacrifice.I LIKE IT
Sarangaaa my true love
Hi Sarangaaaa,
Hope this mail of mine finds you
in sound health, high spirits
and good moods. Had dropped
in assuming u to be around
as kisi ki bahut yaad aa rahi
thi per its ok
i think as better luck next time.
Its said that "The supreme happiness lies in
realising that you are being loved
" How true this saying is Sarangaaa....
All these days I was trying to distance
away from you fearing the repeat
of what I had experienced but
as the days are getting along
I feel my fears are untrue and
unfolded.You came as a thief
and have stolen my heart and
today I feel that you are the
answer for my every prayer.
you have come as an angel in
my life and filled it with happiness
and joy. You make me complete
by ur presence honey.
It is also said that a heart
is not judged by how much
you love others but how much
it is loved by others
and I think with such a
caring and loving heart as urs,
you will allways be
judged as a very compassionate
and caring Man.
It Is not just necessary to love
but also to say so therefore my
confessions dear.
Coming back to the true identity
of mine I dont think it should
really matter.Sorry to have hurt
your sentiments last night
per kya karti, I generally
dont disclose my true identity.
kya farak padta hai more so
on the net when there are no
real life aspirations and expectations.
As I often repeat..... Call rose by any name
does its fragrance change kya.
So naam mein kya rakha hai
as long as u enjoy chatting and love being
together and then live in the sweet memories
once you log offf....
I was really sorry to hear
that you were forced to undergo
sleepless night and felt sad
but still I am at a loss to understand
what made u to forego sleep.
I call u Sarangaa as i like that name,
call u teasingly as Donks
as sometimes u appeal to me that way,
call u badmash and shararti bcz
of ur nature and art of pulling my legs.
You too can call me by any name the way
you used to call smily as mota dimaagh..
Does knowing the real name make any materialistic
difference ....
I had never thought of penning down
my thoughts as I had suppressed
and buried all my sentiments,
emotions and feelings forever,
but with ur arrival on the net
things have changed drastically
and a desire in me has again started
to build up and is tempting me
to channel all these to you.
Allthough, I believe that the beauty of Love
lies in the silence of the lips and
on the speech between the hearts
but since distance separates us
I thought its better to pour down my
heart to you.
I haven't yet gazed at your sweet face
but the passion and your sweet talks
have blinded my senses.
I have started to realize that my happiness
lies in following what my heart
says as it know's where my happiness
lies and without hesitation
I have to confess on this eve that my heart finds
solace in you. When I tell you ki “I love you”,
everyday umpteen number of times its only
for the fear that tomorrow may never come
and we never know what is in store for us
ahead.. I love you not only for
what you are but for what I am when
I am with you. Me thinks, Love that's
not expressed is not Love, so the confession.
I did feel bad in the night when you were upset
and unhappy by the way u logged out
but trust me , I never know how the
time fleets away when you are with me
and always feel miserable when the time
comes of saying “Allah hafiz”.
A desire in me has started to build up
and have started to become possessive
towards you and a sense of belonging
and attachment has come along with it.
I never know is it a momentary feeling or
an attraction for the qualities you possess
but all said and done I want you and need you
always with me. I may be wrong in aspiring and
desiring all these for obvious reasons as we
both are married but the fact still remains that
I have started to miss u in my real life too.
I have known what Love is bcz of you and
what happiness is bcz of you. Let not this happiness
be snatched away from me come what may as
I have pinned lot of hopes and
aspirations in this.
Thanks for your song dedications.
Sweetie, getting momentarily happiness
is fine as far as it doesnt affect
the personal life but trying to
get this kind of happiness by
chatting with someone at the cost of
risking a happy married life is not fair
& worthwhile.
There could be situations
when one feels attracted to the other or
starts missing someone due to the
genuine feelings and sentiments that have arousen
in ones mind but one cant be so selfish to risk
someone's life for the sake of her happiness.
Atleast, I am not a party to it.
I might have developed genuine feelings for you
but can never risk your married life for my ulterior motives.
Its said that Love is blind but god has given us a
reasoning power and my reasoning power tells me
that no amount of my desparation, fondness or inclination
towards you can force me to risk ur life.
Have you ever thought what would be the outcome
once you are caught by her again. what explanation can u give to her. what if she sees my sweet love letters again and again which are in ur mail box. have u any explanantion that you can convince her. I wouldnt have bothered or even minded had it been some other men but for the one whom I care so much I shudder to think the outcome once he gets caught. I may not get anyone as intresting & as sweet as you but with all that I just dont want to take any risk when it comes to ur real life.
I hope you understand the concern that
has come into my mind since the night
you told me you were caught by her and you
would take the decision that I may take in a
sportive way and in the right spirit.
For me Love doesnt mean acheiving what
I am aspiring for but it means sacrificing,
trying to think of the well being of the person
I care for and thinking of his safety and honesty
in the long term. I cannot be so mean and selfish and
I hope you understand and appreciate what I am trying to convey to you.
Jahan bhi raho khush raho aur hamesha haste khelte raho.
Dukh ka saaya bhi kabhi tum ko chuune ki jurrat na kare.
Yours forever
Hope this mail of mine finds you
in sound health, high spirits
and good moods. Had dropped
in assuming u to be around
as kisi ki bahut yaad aa rahi
thi per its ok
i think as better luck next time.
Its said that "The supreme happiness lies in
realising that you are being loved
" How true this saying is Sarangaaa....
All these days I was trying to distance
away from you fearing the repeat
of what I had experienced but
as the days are getting along
I feel my fears are untrue and
unfolded.You came as a thief
and have stolen my heart and
today I feel that you are the
answer for my every prayer.
you have come as an angel in
my life and filled it with happiness
and joy. You make me complete
by ur presence honey.
It is also said that a heart
is not judged by how much
you love others but how much
it is loved by others
and I think with such a
caring and loving heart as urs,
you will allways be
judged as a very compassionate
and caring Man.
It Is not just necessary to love
but also to say so therefore my
confessions dear.
Coming back to the true identity
of mine I dont think it should
really matter.Sorry to have hurt
your sentiments last night
per kya karti, I generally
dont disclose my true identity.
kya farak padta hai more so
on the net when there are no
real life aspirations and expectations.
As I often repeat..... Call rose by any name
does its fragrance change kya.
So naam mein kya rakha hai
as long as u enjoy chatting and love being
together and then live in the sweet memories
once you log offf....
I was really sorry to hear
that you were forced to undergo
sleepless night and felt sad
but still I am at a loss to understand
what made u to forego sleep.
I call u Sarangaa as i like that name,
call u teasingly as Donks
as sometimes u appeal to me that way,
call u badmash and shararti bcz
of ur nature and art of pulling my legs.
You too can call me by any name the way
you used to call smily as mota dimaagh..
Does knowing the real name make any materialistic
difference ....
I had never thought of penning down
my thoughts as I had suppressed
and buried all my sentiments,
emotions and feelings forever,
but with ur arrival on the net
things have changed drastically
and a desire in me has again started
to build up and is tempting me
to channel all these to you.
Allthough, I believe that the beauty of Love
lies in the silence of the lips and
on the speech between the hearts
but since distance separates us
I thought its better to pour down my
heart to you.
I haven't yet gazed at your sweet face
but the passion and your sweet talks
have blinded my senses.
I have started to realize that my happiness
lies in following what my heart
says as it know's where my happiness
lies and without hesitation
I have to confess on this eve that my heart finds
solace in you. When I tell you ki “I love you”,
everyday umpteen number of times its only
for the fear that tomorrow may never come
and we never know what is in store for us
ahead.. I love you not only for
what you are but for what I am when
I am with you. Me thinks, Love that's
not expressed is not Love, so the confession.
I did feel bad in the night when you were upset
and unhappy by the way u logged out
but trust me , I never know how the
time fleets away when you are with me
and always feel miserable when the time
comes of saying “Allah hafiz”.
A desire in me has started to build up
and have started to become possessive
towards you and a sense of belonging
and attachment has come along with it.
I never know is it a momentary feeling or
an attraction for the qualities you possess
but all said and done I want you and need you
always with me. I may be wrong in aspiring and
desiring all these for obvious reasons as we
both are married but the fact still remains that
I have started to miss u in my real life too.
I have known what Love is bcz of you and
what happiness is bcz of you. Let not this happiness
be snatched away from me come what may as
I have pinned lot of hopes and
aspirations in this.
Thanks for your song dedications.
Sweetie, getting momentarily happiness
is fine as far as it doesnt affect
the personal life but trying to
get this kind of happiness by
chatting with someone at the cost of
risking a happy married life is not fair
& worthwhile.
There could be situations
when one feels attracted to the other or
starts missing someone due to the
genuine feelings and sentiments that have arousen
in ones mind but one cant be so selfish to risk
someone's life for the sake of her happiness.
Atleast, I am not a party to it.
I might have developed genuine feelings for you
but can never risk your married life for my ulterior motives.
Its said that Love is blind but god has given us a
reasoning power and my reasoning power tells me
that no amount of my desparation, fondness or inclination
towards you can force me to risk ur life.
Have you ever thought what would be the outcome
once you are caught by her again. what explanation can u give to her. what if she sees my sweet love letters again and again which are in ur mail box. have u any explanantion that you can convince her. I wouldnt have bothered or even minded had it been some other men but for the one whom I care so much I shudder to think the outcome once he gets caught. I may not get anyone as intresting & as sweet as you but with all that I just dont want to take any risk when it comes to ur real life.
I hope you understand the concern that
has come into my mind since the night
you told me you were caught by her and you
would take the decision that I may take in a
sportive way and in the right spirit.
For me Love doesnt mean acheiving what
I am aspiring for but it means sacrificing,
trying to think of the well being of the person
I care for and thinking of his safety and honesty
in the long term. I cannot be so mean and selfish and
I hope you understand and appreciate what I am trying to convey to you.
Jahan bhi raho khush raho aur hamesha haste khelte raho.
Dukh ka saaya bhi kabhi tum ko chuune ki jurrat na kare.
Yours forever
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Sarangaaa my true love
Sarangaaa my true love
