Unescaped thoughts of suicide
Spend all night
Practicing the words that others will say when you die
For those blissful tragedies
That afternoon filled with joyless guarantees
You said it will be okay just never open your eyes when the moment comes to near
Stay clear of any wish makers and teenage tragedy believers
And the next 10 minutes of nothing but your lies covered up by the thought of you never able to leave
Just die already and bring your pain with you
Just kill yourself you've always wanted to
And I never want to hear another word from your anger
Another word of description for who you hate
With their now and then complications
Practicing the words that other will say when you die
Pre-planned silence
Set out time to waste to think about all the time that you have wasted
The worst that could be hoped for
And the best that can't be hoped for
You want it more now than an hour ago when you said you're happy with wanting to kill yourself
And every moment you breathe faster
And every moment you think this is over
You will never amount to anything
With this appetite for suffocation
Suicidal interrogations
It's good to know all i have to do is bleed out my eyes to make you notice me standing there
It's good to know all I have to do is die
I've been waiting for an answer
Waiting for another excuse that you seem to come up with at any given time of the day
Do you even remember the last thing I said when we were face to face
The last promise you didn't keep
The last thing you felt before you said
I never loved you
I'm happy
I've cried for no reason
I'm happy
I can't breathe
I'm happy
I feel so empty
I'm happy
I'm so sick of you
I'm happy
I hate you so much
I'm happy
I'm so happy
I'm happy with wanting to kill myself
