Awake and ready for death
Lost communication with the only person I can talk to
Acknowledgment to the undeserving reasonable crowd
I'll hate you tomorrow
I loved you yesterday
And today will be fine
And today will be nothing more then I would have liked
And you and I would never be able to bring to death the answer to your always tauting questions
Wishing for the worst
Wishing for the painful times that almost killed you
Awake and never going to fall asleep again
At the risk of dreaming happiness
At the risk of being hopeful for the future
I want to be alone so I can be sad
And never be at risk of smiling again
At showing you I'm happy
Showing you I care for the careless
I dream for the dreamless
I cry for the emotionless
I lie for the liars at heart
This is a brand new day
Awake and ready for death
Awake and ready to be unprepared
Like I'm suppose to
Like it always should be
Like how I never was able to notice myself
Like my soon to be forgotten brand new day.
