Day after day.
I sit alone.
I wonder why.
No one is home.
Please take me.
Away from this place.
Please take me.
Out of this race.
I hate being left out.
Or thrown away.
I'm just a piece of trash.
No one will be made to pay.
Do I mean anything to anyone?
Anymore?
Waiting by myself.
Just laying on the floor.
I'll never say out loud.
I will not disapprove.
I'm not sure if you're waiting.
For me to make a move.
Everyday, a little more.
I die on the inside.
Nobody seems to notice.
How hard I've tried.
Over the time I've spent with you.
I could say I see right through.
But the times we shared in fall.
They didn't mean anything at all.
To you.
I could wish that you care.
I could hope that you don't stare.
But I feel a little bit bolder.
When you rest your head upon my shoulder.
I know it's another way to enthrall.
No feelings there at all.
Why is HE the only one?
Who can do this to me.
But I'm fading fast.
Our time is too far past.
He'll never see me.
Like he did before.
When I look into his eyes.
They seem to hypnotize.
He asks me 'why?'.
All I can do is sigh.
I want to say how I feel.
But then he'll treat it like it's unreal.
He says I emotionally blackmail him
I won't ever say whats all in my heart
I'll go back to being me.
I guess there's no one else to be.
But when this is all over.
When there's nothing left to say.
Could you please hold my hand?
And tell me it'll all be okay?