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Most Torn


I am most torn
tossed about and neglected
Treated unfairly
Taunted and disrespected

As I lash out in retaliation
My heart grows colder
As I sit and look at this world
I have resolve to growing older

I am most torn
In love while distanced
Emotions confuse my thoughts
Yet I remain hopeful and persistent

In need of another
My king, my man
Searching for stability
In such and evil and hostile land

I am most torn
My revelations keep me in tune
I need a change or else
I may be hindered from full bloom

Alone I have existed
Surviving while so disgusted
Self is my only mate
Happiness is seldom and often interrupted

I am most torn
At the crossroads that reach a dead end
In search of my queendom
I plan to strive beyond end

And as I walk through this valley
Of sin, sorrow and death
I pray to Allah to secure
my mental, physical & spiritual health

I am most torn
As with many others of cause
As we roam and try to rebuild
We are chased by hells dogs

A fighter I am
Never choosing to give up
In this world of mass confusion
Often I feel deserted and stuck!

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