Poetic-Verses-Awakening Spirits and Memories
Dream On!
Designed by Violet
Perhaps I dream too much
Perhaps?
I'm just not in touch
Perhaps ?
I just don't dream enough
Allowing my dreams to float away
Letting them drift
Getting on with jobs to be done
Forgetting life can be fun
Burying myself in a mountain of work
So that my mind wont have to lurk
In dark corners of unreality
And memory
Bottled up feelings
Forget things which hurt
Pretend things are happy
Shaping a life of half
When I could have the whole
Complaining and whining
I've been let down
When I was the stupid clown
It was me after all
Whose chose the life I live
Me who decided on the emptiness
Turned my back on happiness
I should be the one to blame
For where I am today
I am the one responsible
I locked the cage
Threw away the golden key
Not free
For I cant ever let out
The real me
Cowardice and fear
Hold me in locked reverse gear
Cant go forward
To scared to face the world alone
Unprepared
So here I will stay
Until the day
I find the key
Unlock the door
But until then I shall stay locked
Within the choices I made
Jayc
26th July 2004
