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I Can't Lie To Myself


I Can't Lie To Myself


The moon hides among the clouds.
The stars refuse to twinkle.
A cold wind blows
Chilling me right through.
I need you for comfort,
Putting your arm around me,
Telling me I'm safe,
Keeping the monsters away.

But tonight; I'm alone.
Scared and running in fear.
Searching for you
Even as the darkness
Closes in on me.
I'm calling your name
Desperate to feel your touch.
But I'm alone...
Lost in the woods.

I try to pretend
Everything is normal
Nothing ever happened
We were never close
But my heart knows
It won’t be fooled
My soul remembers
It can’t be deceived
I tell my arms
They never held you
I tell my lips
You never kissed them
To no avail, though
My entire body
Cries out the truth
We DID touch
We HAVE kissed
And I miss it
God, how I miss it
If only he knew...
What I feel in my heart
The longing in my soul
To hear his voice
To see his smile

If only he knew...
What he's awakened inside
The long forgotten dreams
Just to be alive again
To have faith
To dare to hope

If only he knew...
What seeing him does
The joy he gives
Just by being near
To chase away the clouds
To bring out the sun

If only he knew...
What I could give him
The world on a string
Just my heart
To care about him
To care for him

If only he knew...
What could be
The relationship possible
Just he and I
Two of us
Together
If only he knew...

I Can't Lie To Myself


Lubaina
 

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