You have seen me cry tears of sorrow;
for,I have seen the future of our last tomorrow!
In my mind as we started this journey,
I never tought you would steal my hearts key!
I never dreamed I would this much care;
or,experience the happiness that we did share!
You experienced my tears of joy!
You spoke your words,it was like the birth af our little boy!
As you spoke so convincingly,I began to cry!
I felt overjoyed,I had hope there would be no goodbye!
God gave me a miracle in the words you spoke that night.
He gave me knowledge and inner peace tha felt so right!
You gave me the warmth like the sun that shines so bright!
As time passes,I realize they were more lies,a neverending dream!
You are too selfish to quit your addictions ;or,make life as a team!
Respect fades more with your deceit every day;
as,I face the truth....It is not okay!
What good does it do to silently cry?
Why do I wish I could lie here and die?
Tears of Sorrow or Joy which will remain?
Who will lose the ability to live and cry;
or completely go insane?
December 30,2004