Feeling thriving my hurts now crying
Maybe to myself is where i'm lying
But that choice made
Can't be but forsake
Is that choice but great: or fills me with hate
Angered at the beat of my heart
Once begun i back to the start
Why are emotions so hard
Please oh my god
Help me see
I want you to be with me
Why not make that choice
I crave to hear your sweet lonely voice
Call out my name
Cause d@$&, Things aren't the same