Well as for me I'm still on that journey up and even in my madness I'm an ascending angel for God. My life is slowly taking shape due to some ventures I've endeavored upon and all I can do at this point is hope for the best. Emotionally I'd say that I'm a wreck as usual..lol… But I do have moments of emotional equilibrium so it kind of balances out. I think I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that feelings of melancholy and the gift of poeticism kind of come hand in hand. Spiritually I'm where I want to be and I'm happy but I still have many questions about life that leave me pondering quite often. I guess you can call that being human. Psychologically I would say that I'm complex and maybe even a bit complicated with an easily grasped intellectual and philosophical clarity that allows me to shine at times and tortures me at moments in between. Polish composer Frederic Chopin probably said it best when he said "I wish I could throw off the
thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a
kind of pleasure in indulging them."