The conversations were good, the love making was great.
But every bit of our affair was a complete mistake.
I thought I had you figured out, I saw your intentions as plain as day
But I never expected the truth to reveal that I was simply played.
You left me thinking that I would have you all to myself in due time
You tried to overlook my suffering, you didn't care that I wasn't fine.
Don't you see you were my world? How can you walk away from it?
You had your fun and now I'm invisible, but you I can't forget.
All the laughter that was shared, all the time spent on the phone.
Now I'm left with watching you and her and being all alone.
Everyday she looks happier, everyday I die
Because I put my heart into something that was a total lie
It doesn't hurt because I deserve you, or because I did not win.
It hurts because I constantly think of what we should have been.
Being so close to having everything then having you break my heart.
Almost having my dreams realized then having them torn apart.
Not knowing what I should do next but knowing that you do not care.
Seeing the love inside her eyes and knowing that life's not fair.
I lay in my bed every night wondering what to do
To move on with my lonely life, to stop thinking about you.
The tears I cry don't help at all; they only show that I am weak
And my condition only gets worse when you pass by me in the hall and do not speak.
But I know that Karma is on her way, revenge is mine to own.
One day you'll look up and I'll be happy while you are all alone.
You'll think of me that is what I know
I'll be so gone and on the road.
My memory will wake you up in the early hours of the day.
You'll know what it was like for me to go insane wishing your ghost would go away.
You are a low down dirty dog, and you have the characteristics of a sociopath.
Keep basking in your glory sweetheart. But we'll see who gets the last laugh.
by:Kelvalyn Arbizu
