A silent scream inside my head,
Ear piercing as it is, I see red.
My blood boils, my body shakes,
I am numb to pain as anger breaks.
My head pounds as my pulse rages,
My fists clench tight, I see no cages.
No bounds of reason do I know or feel,
No sense of compassion have I as emotions reel.
No feeling of love do I possess,
Spiteful are my ways as I obsess.
Pain, anger and hate are my friends,
And in a million ways my mind and body bends.
All at once lifesaving calmness consumes my rampant soul,
Extinguishing the fire that once took its toll.
Love now engulfs my violent heart,
From my mind and my body I sense anger part.
Love turns the feelings of hate
Into oblivion left at hell's gate.
Someday to return another time.
To begin again this hellish state of mind.
