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Cold Thoughts


I am not a threat to anyone and yet I am a threat to everyone.
So many faces I am that I do not know the "real" me.
One day I am as bright as the center of the universe but the next day I am as dark as midnight in a cold and darkened cave.
What causes me to be this way? Am I alive or am I sleeping in a blackend abyss?
Who can trust me if there is no way to know what it is that I will do next? Am I a threat to you or to myself?
I guess it is a chance you will have to take when you get to know the "real" me when you find out who and what I really am.
You call me fake but it is you who is the fake one. I am for real. You cannot escape the ghost of me no matter how hard you try.
You know it is you who is the fake one, the one who plays games for no reason other than to fool the heart I so carelessly gave to you to break and shatter into a million pieces.
You have no remorse over what you have done to me. You cheated and lied, you played with my emotions and for what?
To see if you could hurt me as much as you could? You are the joke in this charade. You will never make a fool of me ever again!!

I may not be a threat to anyone but I am and always will be a threat to you.

So sad, so very sad. You will be the one who will suffer in the long run.
And I will prevail over the pain and hate you caused. You cannot break me nor will you ever break me.
I will be the victor and I will rebuild my heart that you shattered and make it stronger than ever and you will take notice later and see that you no longer have power over me.
Until then, it will be too late for you will someday reap what you sow but won't be man enough to admit you are the only one to blame as someone else has come along and will play your game better than you.
Then you will be the one to suffer and she will be the one laughing at you as you are laughing at me right now.
And no mercy will be shown to you as you have shown no mercy towards me.
Then and only then will you know what true pain from a broken heart really is.
I will not laugh, but I will smile knowing you finally got what you had coming to you.
Until then, you will not break me nor will you have any power over me. I refuse to let you hurt me any longer.

So I am neither a threat to you nor am I threat to anyone.
My one face is the only one I see and I remain strong and REAL.
 
















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