Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
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Eight years ago you died
And I have tried
to hide the pain I felt inside
and it seems like infinity
since we looked into each others eyes
And tonight while I am sitting here all alone
My tears begin to fall
Because I feel so empty inside
without you in my life
On days like today
I have my moments
when I think of you
And I pray to God
that I can heal inside
Because ever since you have gone away
It's taken me longer
then others to heal inside
This is just my way
of letting you know
That I miss your smiles
and your love
more then anything else in this world
I know you are in heaven now
And every year
when this day comes around
I find myself thinking
of all the love you gave to me in my life
Tonight I just want to cry
because I know tomorrow
will be really hard for me
It's always been hard for me to say good bye
I know if it was the other way around
And I died instead of you
I am sure that you would do
the same thing that I am doing now
Today I am paying a tribute to you
in your memory
There are times during my weakest moments
That I find myself
looking at your pictures on the wall
And I think of all the beautiful memories
that we shared together
And it makes me want to
pull a small box out of the closet
with your hair wrapped inside
And I pull it out
so that I can touch a part of you
so that I can feel closer to you
There are times
when I need reassurance and comfort
So I pull your hair out of the box
so I can feel your spirit next to mine
You really wouldn't believe it
if I told you
But after all these years
I can still smell your perfume
and it is as fresh
as if you sprayed it on
a few moments ago
It really comforts me
more then you will ever know
Just knowing that a part of you
is always near
It helps me to wipe away these tears
Every Saturday since you have been away
I have missed the phone calls
I used to get from you
And for some reason
I still wait for you to call
But I know that will never happen
I miss you Mom
with all my heart and soul
And tonight I am letting go of my pain
by letting these tears fall down on my face
I really miss everything about you
And at the moment
I am alone in my room
missing you
This is just another way
for me to deal with your loss
Because it was
Gods time to take you away
Because you have earned your wings
to fly off into heaven
I know that some day
I wont be so lost
with out you in my life
because some day
I will be right
beside you in heaven
But for the time being
your spirit lives in me now.
And some day our spirits
will shine side by side
Because I know
you will be waiting
for me in Heaven
God bless you Mom.
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