My Dearest Sweetheart Heem...My only Kokla Jhingaa....
You were and still are the great love of my life. My every waking
moment, you entice my thoughts with sweet words and deeds.
Hearing your voice brings peaceful comfort and a smile to my face
at the mere thought of you. My heart beats for you alone,
sweetheart! As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn
more closely to you. My heart soars blissfully when I am with you.
In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close
embrace, our fingers interwined and my soft lips pressed against
yours. Sweetheart, everything about you takes my breath away.
I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed
and thinking about what happen to me? I could hear was my heart
beating much faster than it ever has. Sweetheart, you must believe
me that my love for you will either stay the same or grow to be
more because without you I am lost. I can't stop thinking about
how much I acctually love you. I dont know if you have been thinking
about the way I do or not, to tell you the truth if I could cry about
it I probably would because I get watery eyes just thinking about
how much u meant to me and how happy I am with you by my side.
I love you Dear, with all of my heart and much more.
It hurts me so much to sit here thinking about you
and knowing that I will not able to see you for now. I became
emotional just looking at your pic and thinking about you. I can't
even begin to say how much I actually do miss you. You mean the
world to me. I am always so lonely when there are long periods of
time between the times we chat. I always find myself trying to keep
busy because if I sit still for too long, my heart begins to ache and
I feel your absence.
At night, I make believe that you are beside me, caressing me, holding me,
loving me. I want to feel you.
I adore you and even though I have not looked into your eyes
or tasted your lips for long, I know that, in doing so, it would exceed all of
my expectations. Sweetheart, I love you with all of my heart and all
of my soul and I have no regrets for falling in love with you I am really
longing for you, want to see you and go out with you. Sweetheart,
if loving you was wrong, I dont want to be right and if living without
you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you so much
and never will I think that I can forget you. All I can do now is
say the words that I always want to say .....
I love you and always will love you..
I love you, I love you, I love you.
I remain yours!
