The ending wasn't clear to me…
But see, you remained dear to me.
I don't want my pain to be in vain
But that's what it appears to be.
How could you lie a thousand times
And speak of love that's ever-last?
When all along my time was asked
For your less important tasks.
A million times I thought I'd die
From all of you blatant alibis--
A billion times I lost my mind
And could only cry because I didn't know why.
I'm a silhouette of what used to be;
I was warned but see, I refused to see.
They told me be careful not to fall
Because you were just using me.
Now there's a towering wall
Between both you and I.
No chivalries, we don't speak at all,
And I slowly die inside.
I dared to make you my everything
And now since you've moved on
I've lost all of my sanity--
My "everything" is gone.
With this false hope I'm in denial…
I know one day you'll return
With apologies instead of apathy
To help me ease this burn.