I do hope I can find you some day( Revised and updated)(03-13-07) Enjoy listening to Bread.
I do hope I can find you some day.
Written by D.A.M
March 1, 2004
(Update I finally found my birth family
and I found out that my birth mother died before we could meet)
I do hope I can find you some day
Honestly I cannot imagine living
my whole life
not even knowing your name
Many years have
passed since the day after I was born
and given away
Many times through my youth
I felt like I was going insane
because I didn't even know your name
There were probably
many reasons
that you were unable to
keep me as your own
Hopefully you are
still out there
and you are still alive
so that some day
you can have the opportunity
to meet your son
I would love to share
my life story with you
I want you to know
that I was given a warm home
and a brand new name
when I was only eight months of age
I had two wonderful parents
that couldn't't have children of their own
They nurtured me
and they raised me
and they guided me
just as much as
the loved me
I was so blessed to have
such a wonderful loving family
and I am truly humbled
by my whole experience with adoption
I can't say that I
was the perfect child
Because through my early years
and into my early adulthood
I was very rebellious and very angry inside
When I was younger I wasn't't aware
of the miracle that took place
in my life through adoption
But as I matured and I got older
the lessons that were taught to me
through my youth in my younger years
finally caught up to me
Because I realized that
They were truly blessings
later on in my life
I wish I could have
recognized them
when I was younger
but at least I was able to
when I got older
Because I now know
exactly what unconditional love is all about.
You know if I were able to find you tomorrow
I would want to replace
all the empty years of my life
that I had lost without you in my life
I would want to share photographs
and memories with you
and also be able to
start a new life with you
Because I know in my heart that
I would love you unconditionally
We could make up for the lost time
that we didn't get to share when I was younger
Maybe some day I can find you
If you only knew
how many times I thought about you
you would have been surprised
I have often wondered
what you looked like
and if I looked like you
and what kind of life you had
and all the other stuff too
Words alone cannot express
how much
I have missed you
through out my life
If I ever get that chance to meet you
the first thing that I would want to know from you
is your name and if you gave me one too
The next question would be
Do I have any brothers and sisters
and how many
Maybe some day if I am lucky
enough to find you
You will have all the
answers I will ever need
God bless you.
(I do hope I can find you some day )
Written By,D.A.M
