Poems From The Heart
My Instinct (part I)
I'm torn apart, twisted in two
‘cause I love him
But I want you.
Your scent was so sweet the night we danced
For the first time in my life,
I felt romance.
But alas, I'm obliged to put away my heart.
Because its not mine,
It wasn't from the start.
The way I feel about you is driving me insane.
But you agreed to dance also
So do I get full blame?
I want you like hell, but his heart I cant break
And if I left him for you
His soul I would take-
Was it a mistake? Were you destined to be
My real “true love”,
The “one” for me?
You held me and we danced…it felt so very good
And I thought to myself,
I would dance all night if I could.
i want you so bad, but he needs me just as much
so do I hold him in my arms
while I long to feel your touch?
Do I kiss him on his lips while secretly I want you?
Or do I just walk away
And tell him we're through?
Do I dream of you nightly but proclaim to him I'd die
If he ever left me?
This situation almost makes me cry…
I want to hold you in my arms and wipe your tears away.
I want to dance with you all night
Until the break of day.
I want you so bad, he needs me just as much
I wonder will it be my heart
Or my instinct that I'll choose to trust…
TO BE CONTINUED…
By Kelvalyn Arbizu
February 16, 2004
