I am sorry you cant understand
Written by D.A.M
July 15, 2007 (10:13pm)
I am sorry that you cant understand
these emotions that I am feeling
inside my head
If you really could understand
then you would know that I feel like
half of a man
Because a part of my
heart has died inside
I can barely understand
what I am going through
Because some one
very close to me
recently died
And it's one of the hardest things
that I have had to go through
I am sorry that you cant understand
these emotions that I am feeling
inside my head
Lately I have been
feeling half alive
and I have been trying to
sort things out in my head
I know I haven't been
very good company
because of what I have
been going through
I am very thankful
that you are here
and I am grateful
that you have
stood beside me
through the storm
I know it hasn't
been easy on you
It surely hasn't been easy for me
Many days have already gone by
since that fateful day
when I had to say my final goodbye
And now reality has begun to set in
and I have accepted
that I will never see
my companion again
There are moments
when I am alone
and I find myself crying
when no one else is around
and some how I try to understand
the pain that I am feeling inside
